Be My Kryptonite.

It Is Finally Official

Nicole's POV

It was later on that day, when Ava and the rest of they boys had come back. Harry and I were just on the couch watching shows and cuddling. "We're backkkkk!" Louis shouted as he walked into Harry's place. "Hi guys, how did the rest of bowling go?" Harry asked. "Great. I won" replied Zayn. It was close to dinner time by then but I just wanted to sleep.

"Harry, I think i'm going to go back and sleep for a little" I said quietly to him. "You can sleep here if you want. I was hoping we could do something later on together. My room is straight back, down the hall. But only if you want.." "Sure" I said as I got up to walk there. "Hey, wait a second babe.." He said as he pulled me towards him. "I think I deserve a kiss." I laughed a little and gave him a quick kiss and headed back. 

I hadn't realized that EVERYONE was standing there still and now watching. "Wait a second Nicole.. come back here" Louis said with curiosity, "Do you two need to tell us something?" They all stood there waiting for a response. "Well, we've decided to make it official" Harry answered quickly. "Aww! Harry I knew you liked her" Niall said laughing. 

I had went into Harry's bedroom and laid down to sleep. It was dark and silent, I could here everyone's voices off in the distance. As I was laying there I got into deep thought, basically about everything. It started when I was thinking about what everyone back home was doing, what news or gossip I was missing out on. Then my family and how my mom is holding up. I'm not going to lie I am depressed, I've been. And I thought by moving here, I'd escape my problems and get over everything. That they would suddenly just disappear, but they weren't. I wish I could just disappear. But then i thought of all the positive things that have happened. I was dating Harry Styles. Part of my dreams were coming true. It's weird because you'd think that the girl who's dreams were coming true, and the girl who just started fresh in a new counrty, Harry's girl, would be so happy and content with her life. But it wasn't the case. Yeah, of course I was more then happy to be dating him, to be living in London with my best friend, to be able to hang out with One Direction. But it just felt like there was something missing..  

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I had no clue to what time it was or how long I was lying there but I just couldn't fall asleep. I heard the door creak open. I looked up to see a figure walking towards me. It was Harry. "Hey babe. Everything okay?" He said quietly as he laid down on the bed, wrapping his arm around me. "Yeah, just thinking. Can't sleep."  "Are you sure your okay? You know you can talk to me about anything?" He said as he turned me around so I was facing him. "Well, somethings kind of been bothering me but can we talk later? I just wanna sleep" I replied as I cuddled up next to him and closed my eyes. "Yeah, whenever you want to. Just let me know." He kissed my forehead and held me tight until I dozed off.