Flashing lights (phan fanfiction)

Grand theft autum, where is your boy - chapter eight

Phils P.O.V

I was swinging on a swing in the park waiting for Charlie, one of my friends from high school when I saw a familiar person skipping towards me.

She grabbed my hand and pulled me in to the alley way next to the park and pushed me a giant the wall.

She pulled a knife from her pocket and I let out a little shriek when she placed it at my stomach.

"what do you want Zoe!" I whisper yelled so none passing by would hear.

"Don't you see Lester, I want your happiness. You took mine away so now I'm going to take yours and that just so happens to be that precious Dan of yours" she spat, her words like venom as the left her mouth.

"Just leave Dan out if this!" I shouted and she pressed the knife against my throat. As I gulped I felt the cool metal pressing slowly into my skin.

"Okay, okay, can we please just talk about this! I thought we already made Dan sad enough by me being around you but I can clearly see that it's not enough. Is it?!"

I started crying and she lowered the knife but still had it close to me.

"I need you do do a me a little favour. When Dan passes here in about" she paused and looked at her watch.

"Two minutes. I want it to look like you came onto me and you have to make out with me until I say so otherwise, poor little Charlie and that Pj guy will get it." She laughed in my face as I felt more tears fall from my eyes.

"Take my shirt off, as well as yours and throw them on the ground." She ordered and I couldn't disobey since I was held at knife point the whole time.

"Good. Now hold my sides and kiss me" she still had the knife and I held her sides.

This all felt wrong. Very wrong. I started to kiss her but I refused to open my mouth.

She made a grunting noise in annoyance and stepped on my foot, making me yelp, she took this time to shove her tongue down my throat making me cry even harder.

I heard foot steps then a gasp and I knew Dan had seen. I pulled away from her and saw Dan staring at me in shock.

He shook his head and ran away from me.

I threw my shirt on and saw Zoe smirking and I just gave her the most disgusted look I possibly could.

I know I should have done what I did next but she deserved it. I slapped her across the face and she started crying. I threw the knife in the dumpster and ran after Dan.

I could see him ahead of me, holding Tesco bags and when I thought I had sight of him he turned a corner and disappeared.

I hit a wall and started to let all of my feelings loose. I slid down the wall and cried into my arms.

I have lost Dan forever now and I know he is never going to forgive me. I knew I should have just run away but I couldn't put Charlie and PJ at risk too.

Zoe is a Psychopath. Once she wants something, she will stop at nothing to get it and that something is my happiness.

~flashback~

I was In Zoe's car going to visit one of her best friends, Louise. They were practically sisters.

We arrived and I opened the door for Zoe like a proper gentlemen. She saw the tattoo on my wrist and shook her head.

She had always hated that my tattoo said 'Dan-11' and not 'Zoe-11' since hers had my name and the number eleven.

I always told her not to worry about it and she always thought I would leave her for this Dan guy but I would never do that because she means the world to me.

"Hey guys!" Louise said as we walked into her house.

"Hey Phil...phil?!" She said and I snapped out of my thoughts as she pulled me into a hug which I accepted.

"I'm going to make some tea and use the bathroom. Be back in a sec." Zoe said and went off to the bathroom.

I pulled Louise into her room and we sat in the end of her bed.

"What's wrong Phil?" She said and I shook my head.

"Nothing is wrong Louise I just have something I need your opinion on." I said and she tilted her head.

I reached into my back pocket and grabbed out the small blue velvet box and her eyes went wide.

"Oh my god phil this isn't what I think it is!" She squealed and I had to put a hand over her mouth. And she realised that she shouldn't have done that.

"I want to be with her for the rest of my life, Louise."

I opened the box and Louise's eyes widened and she started bouncing up and down.

"It's beautiful Phil, I love it" she said and I pulled her into a hug and breathed a sigh mid releif.

"What the fuck Phil!" I head Zoe shout from the door way and she started crying.

"It wasn't what it looked like Zoe, please it's just hard to explain" I tried to reason with her but she wasn't having it.

She pushed me away from her and slammed her car door. Driving away from me and Louise who were standing on the door step.

"I-I don- what do I do Louise?" I started crying and she pulled me into a hug.

"I don't think there is anything you can do Phil. She never even listens to me. I'm sorry Phil" I said and he stopped crying and looked at me.

"I guess she just wasn't right for me in the end" I sighed and walked back into Louise's house.

I sat at the table and sipped at the now cold tea Zoe had left in the table.

~present time~

Very time I saw Zoe I tried to tell her that the ring wasn't for Louise but she never listened.

She has a one track mind and she only hears what she wants to hear.

I heard a crack of thunder and heavy rain started to fall. I was close to my apartment so I ran inside.

Chris and PJ were no where to be found so I locked myself in my bathroom and cried.

I looked down at my wrist and felt it burning. Little red lines started to appear in maths tattoo of dans name and the little lines turned into violent slashes.

I held my wrist and cried out in pain as the tattoo was no longer visible.

I washed off the blood and I could no longer see dans name. All there was, was mutilated skin, constantly flowing with my Crimson red blood.

So um that was phils point of view and I'm sorry that this update was slow but that is because it got deleted so I had to re write it and that took me a while. So sorry about that :/ and if I have t said what Zoe looks like, basically it is zoella or Zoe such so yeah :)