Flashing lights (phan fanfiction)

Silent treatment - chapter six

Dans P.O.V

It's been a week since Phil and I had spoken and a week since we almost went too far.

Cat and Joey had noticed my sudden mood change and were starting to get worried that I might stop eating or never come out of my room again. They're probably right.

I have texted phil at least once every two days but I haven't even gotten a reply or a notification to let me know he has read it.

I was starting to think he was just using me to satisfy his needs because when cat and I went to get coffees, he was holding some girls hand and she was blushing and laughing every time he said something funny.

Her hair was brown hair with the ends dye blonde, she had big blue eyes and quite a small frame. There was a massive height difference too.

' Maybe he isn't into guys like I thought he was' I mumbled to myself as I was sipping at my steaming hot tea.

"Dan. Joey, luke and I are going to the movies, will you be fine here? I mean, you have emma" cat said through the thin wooden door and I nodded, knowing that she can't actually see me.

"Dan?" She said worriedly.

"Yeah, yeah that's fine." I groaned and once I heard the door click shut, I put my tea down and walked out of my room to find some malteasers.

"Hey Dan, malteasers are in the fridge" emma said and I thanked her with a nod.

I grabbed to box and when I turned around emma was right infront of me and not in the couch.

"Why haven't you spoken to phil in like a week?" She quizzed and I shrugged, taking a malteaser and sitting down at the breakfast bar with emma beside me.

"He's just not interested in me I guess" I said with a huff and she gave me a sympathetic look.

"It will all get better Dan." She said and I just slowly nodded wishing that it was true. Just as I thought about that the door buzzer went off and emma bounded over to see who it was.

I just walked back into my room, not wanting to socialise with anyone else today and just laid my head on my pillow.

There came a knock on my door and when I didn't say anything the person just let them self in.

I felt the bed dip beside me but I didn't want to see who it was because it was probably emma just trying to get me to talk to phil.

"Hi" the voice said and it did not sound like emma at all, this voice was more northern.

I rolled over and saw phil sitting cross legged at the end of my bed with a smile on his face.

"What do you want phil" I muttered and his face went from happy to sad.

"I'm sorry I have been ignoring you Dan, it's just that my sister, Zoe, has been really sick lately and we don't know what is wrong with her. I was just trying to spend as much time as possible with her incase her sickness is fatal you know?" Phil said I could see that he was telling the truth.

"I'm so glad I'm not the problem then" I sigh-laughed and so did phil.

"Thanks for understanding, Dan" phil said and smiled at me.

We were both now just sitting at either side of the bed, knees touching, just looking at eachother and no words were being said.

Every so often his eyes would flick down to my lips then back up to my eyes and then he would do this sexy lip bite which was driving me insane.

I only now realised that his eyes weren't just one colour. It was like a swirl of colours mixing into the soft, black centre. There were electrifying blues, pale greens and a few specks of brown here and there.

His lips looked soft and kissable but I wasn't going to ruin this moment.

Every second that we were looking at eachother I noticed that we were now only millimetres apart.

I felt his hand intertwine with my own and we leaned in, eliminating the space between us and sending Sparks throughout my entire body.

Our lips moulded perfectly together and it felt so long since i had kissed phil yet every time there was always a spark.

He pushed me backwards, making me fall on the bed and he crawled in top of me straddling my waist.

He fiddled with the hem of my shirt before pulling it over my head and continuing the sloppy yet passionate kiss we were sharing.

In return, I pulled his shirt over his head and discarded it into the floor with my shirt.

Our jeans joined to pile of clothes and we were just lying in my bed making out in out boxers.

This has gone further than the last time and I really wasn't sure if I wanted to go any further.

See, I've never actually gone any further than kissing with anyone ever before so I'm not ready to throw away my v-card just yet.

I put my hand on phils bare chest and we broke the kiss.

"What's wrong?" He said and I turned my heads sideward with embarrassment.

"I'm not ready to do this phil" I said and he nodded.

"If you don't want to go that far we can still make out though?" He said and gave me a smirk making me grab a handful of his hair and pull his face back towards mine.