venus blaney!
i walked into jonahs room, his eyes were puffy and red. he must've been crying all night. "jo? can we please talk." he nods and points to his mini couch. "look jonah if you really like her then go for it, well I mean you already did but i want you to be happy. okay? i love you a lot and you're basically my brother and i shouldn't have gotten so upset but you know how much it hurt me with him leaving."
"I'm sorry. i should've just told you but i was scared. i don't want to lose you. i love you v." i stand up and wrap him in a hug. "you can't lose me. I'm not going anywhere." it's weird. to be fighting just yesterday and now be best friends once again. "maybe i can meet her. maybe that'll work me up to see my dad. who knows."
"v you don't have to meet her you know? i mean i don't want you to get over stressed."
i didn't even know she existed a day ago but now i know. "i think i need to." we sit in silence, neither of us know what to say. what can we say? after a few more moments he says, "I'm hanging out with her tomorrow."
"I'll come. i should probably do it sooner than later before i freak out and don't do it."
"um so i guess we'll go tomorrow."
that night i couldn't sleep. i was too nervous. what if my dads secretly there? did jonah even tell her I'm coming? i went downstairs to get a glass of water. "venus? what's wrong?" corbyn stood there with a blanket wrapped around his shoulders. "um jonah probably told you but I'm meeting my half sister who i didn't know existed." he nods and steps closer to me. "you do know it's three in the morning right?"
"yes corbyn. i can't sleep thinking about it." he doesn't say anything more, he grabs my hand and leads me outside. "where are we going?" again he doesn't say anything. we end up at an opening surrounded by trees. "where are we?"
"the woods. we're in our backyard. i come here to think." he sits down on a rock and motions for me to sit next to him. "you just sit in silence." i sit closer to him and put my head on his shoulder. he wraps the blanket he has around both of us.
"venus i really like you." i take my head off his shoulder, "I'm with dylan. you should've thought about this before you broke my heart. twice. you don't like me, you said you don't me." he stands up, "god venus! i didn't know how to answer that because i don't want to lose you, you're really great."
i frown. no. I'm not going to let him win, I'm with dylan who is such a nice guy!
"take me home. this conversation never happened." i stand up and start to walk away from him. he reaches out and grabs my arm, pulling me closer to him. "i really like you." he pulls me even closer before placing his lips on mine. i start to kiss back before pulling away quickly. the only things that were on my mind was how was i going to tell dylan corbyn kissed me and 2. I'm in love with corbyn.
authors note!
so venus is again jumping to a new guy but like it's fine man bc she's meant to be with corbyn lmao.
anyways bye bye dylan.
also last thing: i have a jack avery fanfic in the process and another zach herron fanfic in the process. once i finish this book I'll probably publish one of those so look out for those.
