Hey guys sorry i haven't posted in forever i'm going to try regular uploads again so if anyone has any ideas please let me know.
-M xx
It was currently week 4 of strictly me and dianne were doing a cha cha. Last week in training me and Dianne shared a moment.
i want to tell her how i feel but i'm...im scared she won't feel the same way. I know last week sure wasn't just nothing.
you know the world can see us in a way that's different from who we....
we stood there looking into each other's eyes
are...
we didn't move my arms around her waist hers around my neck. we both leant in our lips collided. as we pulled away it wasn't awkward it somehow felt
right.
back to this week it's currently tuesday we managed to get the routine down yesterday and now we are working on improving technique and the way we look. But today i just can't concentrate i want to know if Dianne feels the same way i do. i've never felt this way before about anyone. we had just finished another run through, dianne walked over to her phone and turned of the music i went and sat down on the floor and dianne joined me.
"Joe what's the matter with you today, your not concentrating at all" "i'm sorry di i just i have things in my mind, i'm sorry i'll concentrate" after another 10 minutes of break and a casual chat we continue with the routine.
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it was 10:30 and i had just arrived home from training. i needed to speak to someone about what was happening, i couldn't ignore how i felt about Dianne anymore.
i grabbed my phone there was only one person i knew, knew me better than anyone and could help with my situation.
"hey zo, sorry did i wake you" "no no it's fine me and alfie were just watching tv what's up"
"well i need advice and your the only one who i think can help, basically me and dianne... we kinda had a moment last week in training" "what kind of moment" "we kissed"
"omg" " yeah well we kissed and she definitely kissed me back but i don't know if she feels the same or if she was just caught up in the moment, we haven't spoken about it since but it hasn't been awkward. i really like her zo like really really like her and i don't know what to do"
"ok well first of all i can tell you you have nothing to worry about, i've seen the way that girl looks at you and it's the same way i looked at alfie before we stared dating" "really" "yes Joe she totally likes you and you need to grow a pair and tell her because you both are so clearly meant for each other"
"thanks zoe" "no problem broseph, let me know how it goes" " will do love ya zo" " love to too byeee"
after speaking to zoe i feel so much better about the situation and i will tell dianne tomorrow.
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"hey joe" "hey di"
we ran through the dance a few times before we stopped for a break "hey di can we speak for a minute, about us" " yeah sure" "ok well the reason i was so out of it yesterday was because i was overthinking everything in my head. after what happened last week i haven't stopped thinking about...us. "
"and i wasn't sure if you felt the same... and i didn't want to say anything incase you didn't but i spoke to zoe and......."
before i could continue rambling on Dianne pressed her lips to mine after pulling away she wrapped her arms around my neck and pressed her head to my forehead " of course i like you silly, iv been hinting for weeks"
"really" " yeah why wouldn't i, your sweet mind you protect me even when i dont know i need it, you put everything into dance and your not to bad in the eye"
"dianneee" i said as the red ran to my cheeks.
" i really like you joe" " i really like you too"
i leant down and pressed my lips back on hers "your coming back to film the reaction video tonight right?" "yeah" "okay good"
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we arrived at joe's apartment and filmed to get it done with. i settled down onto joe's sofa with a class of jammy red. joe soon came through from byron's room with a big blanket, he walked over and sat down next to me.
i rolled over so i was leaning against his chest, his strong arm wrapped around my waist and stayed pressed against my stomach.
i turned my head and joined our lips together he smiled down at me and pressed a kiss to my forehead.
we stayed cuddled up for hours eventually i dropped off and the best i knew i was being lifted by a pair of strong arms.
Joe loved me down on his bed and pulled the covers over me before taking a make up wipe and wiping of todays makeup. he went into his wardrobe and changed before he went to walk away "wait.....stay"
"wait.....stay" i turned around "i thought you were asleep" i said as i waked round to dianne and sat in the bed gently pushing her hair off her forehead "please stay"
i walked round and got in with dianne, she instantly cuddled into me. i wrapped my arms around her waist and rubbed hip with my thumb before pressing a kiss to the back of her neck.
"i could get used to this" "me to di.. me to."
once again if you have any ideas that you would want me to write about please let me know. i will try get them out regular again. i hope you enjoyed this one it's a little longer than most of mine but i'm going to try write longer ones from now on.
—M xx
