*poke poke*
"Hey Joey...were here..."
"Hmmm...what??"
"Were here at your dorm..."
"oh...okay"
Nakatulog pala ako...napagod yata ako sa pag shopping namin...Si Chezca ayun tulog na tulog pa rin...gisingin ko nga...
"Hey dont wake her up..I'll just send her home.."
"Ok...how about me...where should I go...and also my luggage.."
"I'll go with you...then after that I'll send her home ok??"
"Aahhh...So lets go..?"
Pumasok kami ni Mr. Park sa building and pumunta sa 5th floor...then dumeretso sa isang pinto...
This is it Joey...you can do this..
Mr. Park rang the bell...then someone open the door...its Mark oppa...wiieehhh...Im blushing..
"Anyeong..." sabay taas ng kamay...
"Hey guys..the newbie is here..."
"Hey Joey I'm going..you'll be ok..trust me.."
"Ok Mr. Park..bye thanks for walking me in here..."
Tumingin bigla sakin si Mark...feeling ko matutunaw ako...
"Go in..they are waiting for you"
"Thanks"
Pagpasok ko nakaabang silang lahat sakin and nakangiti...pero parang iba eh...parang kinakabahan ako...
"Welcome Joey..."Jr.
"Anyeong hyung...welcome in our dorm.."Bambam
"Thanks for a warm welcome..."
Mejo kinakabahan talaga ako dito eh...parang may mali..
"We prepare dinner for us...come on lets eat.." Jackson
"Araseo...kumowo.."
"Here...your place is here..beside me..."Youngjae..
"Aahhhh araseo.."
"Thank you for the food"they shouted..
Iba talaga ng culture dito sa Korea..kailangan sumisigaw pa ng ganun...
Humigop ako ng soup...parang tomato soup kasi mejo mapula...I love tomatoes...
*Slurp*
"WAAAAHHHHH...ANG ANGHANG"sigaw ko...
"Can I have some water please..."wooohhh its too spicy...
"Here drink this.."JB
"Thanks"
*Slurp slurp*
WAAAHHHHH ANG ASIM...yahhhh bakit ganito..
"Waaahhh too hot...I need water...where's the fridge..i have to get some water..."
"We dont know..."they shouted...
"I-I n-need w-water...I can't breathe...*Choke* *Cough ciugh cough*.Please"
"Hey hyung..look at him...I think he can't breath"Bambam
"He's just acting..you know for us to give him water..."JB
"P-please give me some...I-I c-cant b-breathe"
Tinignan lang nila ako..naisip ko may gamot ako sa bag...i tried my best to get my bag...pero natumba na talaga ako...di ko na kinaya...
"Hey Yugyeom get him some water...Pallika.."Mark
"Hey can you hear us..hey...hey.."Jr.
"Get...my...medicine...in the bag....*coug cough cough*..."
Kinuha ni Jr. ung bag ko...then hinanap nya...last thing I saw they are trying to give me a water but I passed out...
"Joey...kain tayo..nagluto ako ng Bicol Express.."
"Mmmmm mama mukang masarap ha..."
"Syempre luto ni Mama eh.."
*chump chump chump*
"Ma ang anghang..*ubo*...ma...ma *ubo ubo ubo*"
"Joey ok ka lang??Joey..."
"Ma di po ako makahinga...*ubo ubo ubo*"
"Jusko Joey..wait lang dadalin ka namin sa ospital..."
"Pa si Joey dalin natin sa ospital"
"Anong nangyari??"
"Hindi sya makahinga..tara na dalhin na natin sa ospital..."
"Ma..ma...ma....ma...."
"Mama ko..."
Panginip lang pala..ano bang nangyari??Nasan ako...??
"Hey are you alright??"
Oh my god...nagulat ako may tao pala dun...Si Jr.
"W-what happened??Where am I??"
"Your in my room..can't you remember what happened?"
"No??Thats why Im asking you"
"You ate the spicy soup then you just cough and cough and cough...then you passed out.."
Aaahhhh naaalala ko na...tapos binigyan pa nila ako ng suka nung humingi ako ng tubig...
"Aaahhh I remember it...now tell me...ARE YOU ALL HAPPY..??"
I shouted it..in his face...how can they do this to me..I can't remember doing bad to them..
Biglang pumasok silang lahat...siguro masyadong malakas yung pagkakasigaw ko...
"Look Im sorry...we didn't know..."Jr.
"Sorry??What if I die...you think its funny...yeah your right you didn't know...you all didn't know me...so you don't have the right to treat me like this..."
"Hey we are so sorry about all what happened...why are you so emotional.."JB
"Oh Im sorry for being emotional..Im being emotional because I thought I'll be dead because you played a bad joke in me...Im sorry JB for being emotional"
"Hey hyung stop it..lets just leave him first...I think he need some rest.."Bambam
"Were so sorry...we'll just leave you and take some rest..."Jr.
I looked away trying to be strong...pinunasan ko yung mga luha ko...
Grabe na disappoint ako sa kanila...akala ko mabait sila...akala ko magiging masaya ako kasama sila...pero parang hindi...lahat yata ng akala ko mali...
I get my phone and dialed Amry's number..
"Hey Joey..long time no talk..kamusta Korea at yung baby Got7 natin nameet mo ba??"
"Ya its been awhile..Korea is good..but Got7 is not..."
"What are you talking about..umiiyak ka ba teh?"
"You know how big fan am I right...We are a big fan of GOT7....we are happy watching them..whenever we see them laugh...were too happy...alam mo yan teh di ba??Pero parang mali yata tayo ng pagkakakilala sa kanila...They are fake...a bunch of bad boys...I hate them...I thought I'll be happy when I met them...I assume so much...but now I feel disapppinted with them..."
"What...di kita maintindihan girl..parang nakahalubilo mo na sila ha...ano bang nangyayari sayo..."
"Ikukwento ko na lang sayo next time...pag pwede na..sige na...alam ko namang may work ka pa..."
"Ok..hey be sure ok ka lang ha...kundi susugod ako jan...bye...I miss you girl.."
"I miss you too bye.."
Then we ended our phone conversation...I just lay in the bed and cry until Im tired and sleep again thinking Im not welcome in this group...
