Joey's POV
"Chukhahae (Congratulations) Joey", JYP-ssi said to me with his smile in his face..
"You improved so much..I know that the training you had is so hard because we tried to teach you a lot of things for just a short time..Congratulations again", he continued and giving me an applause...
I can't believe this I just finished my 3 months training in here..Even though it's tiring and always stressing me out, I'm still happy because I had fun and I learned so many things...
"Kamsahamnida sunbae-nim (thank you, senior)" I said then I bow my head...
"You can rest for a week now, and after that you will start the recording, photoshoot and so much things that will make you busy and tired.."he looked at me with pity, maybe he knew that it will be all new to me and I might got stressed out..
"Kwaenchana (it's okay) hyung..it's part of my job in here as an artist.." I said smiling at him, even though I knew from the start that it'll be hard for me...
"That's what I like about you, you just take all the things simple and easy..and by the way, practice all Got7's song because after your off you'll start recording..arasseo?" he said smiling at me..he really trust me and love how the way I work..I just have to continue this until the end..
"De sunbae-nim...Kamsahamnida.." I said then bow again...he then left me in the room..
I'm really happy today, I ended my training and I'll debut soon..and Got7 will do their comeback...
I think i should be happy that Got7 will comeback soon but I what I feel now is wrong..I'm getting sad..Why? I should be happy now...
*saranghae oppa..saranghae oppa*
OMO (OoO) I forgot to turn off my phone..good thing no one's here except me..I look at my phone and found that my mom is calling me..Aigoo, it's been awhile since I last talk to my mom and dad..I missed them so much..my bestfriends too..
"Hello mom..(^O^)" I said happily. Even though it's just a phone call, I feel like my mom is just some centimeters away from me..
"Yah..Joey you little..you didn't call me last Sunday..Your father and I keep on waiting, but you didn't even call us or send us a message.." she said..I missed my negger but lovable mom..Aigoo and her food and hugs..I hope she's here now..
"Sorry mom, I was so busy in my work in here..I have so much patient in here.." I said..I feel so guilty lying to them..I feel like I'm such a bad daughter..I lied to them that I'm working in one of the hospitals here in Gangnam..I feel ashamed when talking them with so much lies..But I can't just say my situation to them, they might come here and force me to go back home and they might also reveal that I'm a girl...
"You always work hard in there..why don't you go back in here..You have a good job in here and we are all together in here.." she said with a low tone..
"We missed you here and your friends keep on going in here and complaining that you didn't call them.." she continued..
"I missed you all so much but I have to stay here..Remember it's a one year vacation for me.." I said, I also sometimes wanted to go home, but I just can't because I kept a promise to Mr. Park..
"Yes understand..We just want to say that we're just here for you..call me when you feel sad or if you feel like you're alone, we're always here..huh?" she said..she's really worried..
"Don't worry mom, I'll go home soon..I love you..and dad too..I missed you both.." I said..i missed saying this kind of things to them..Some people might say that I'm corny or what..but I just want to say what I feel, because we don't know what will happen the next day, hour, minute, or second..
