Joey's POV
I quickly went in Amry's car. I can't hold it anymore. After I close the car's door, my tears flow out. I'm still thinking about what my father told me. If I'm not going back with them in the Philippines tomorrow, they'll be mad at me forever.
"I can't go back now, and I can't leave them now. They are just getting started, to be known by public. But my mom...she's crying.." I really don't know what to choose now. I felt a pair of hands at my back. Mina and Robin are trying to calm me down, but I can't.
"Do you want to go to your dorm, now?" Amry asked.
"Or go with us.. You can think better there.." Robin said. I look at them and they are all worried about me. I didn't tell them about what my father said if I didn't come with them, they will disown me. I just told them that they are angry at me.
"Just take me to the dorm. Quickly.." I gave them a sigh and just look out the window. I could see our van still there. I don't want them to worry about me so I have to go home.
I'll just savor the time with them. Whatever happen tomorrow, atleast I got a chance to be with them until the last minute.
Amry started the engine and quickly get out of the parking lot. She drive it so fast. Well, I'm just seeing the lights we passed by, they look like a shooting star because the car is so fast.
*bzzzzt bzzzzt bzzzzt*
I get my phone and turn it on. Yugyeom sent me a message. I forgot to say good bye to him before I go. Maybe he's worried about me leaving without them.
From: Yugyeom
Are you okay? I'm worried about you. I'll see you in the dorm. Saranghaeyo (I love you)...:*
I smile faintly upon reading his message. But it quickly disappeared when I came to realization. If I'm going back to the Philippines, it means leaving him too. The man I love, I'm going to leave my heart here. I don't know if I could go back complete. I can't leave Yugyeom here.
"We're here.." I heard Amry said. I was so engrosed thinking deeply about what happened awhile ago. I didn't notice that we're already here.
"Thanks for the ride.." I said faintly.
"Are you sure, you're okay?" Mina asked me.
"Do you want us to come with you?" Robin asked too.
"No, it's okay. Just go home. I don't want you to arrive so late at your house. And I'm tired. I'll just take a rest first." then I went out of the car. I wait for them to leave before going inside the building.
I put my things in my room and lay down to my bed for awhile. I'm just staring at the ceiling thinking what will be my decision. My tears began to fall again. I just let it fall until I feel a little better.
"Do I really have to choose?" I whisper.
*bzzzt bzzzzt*
I get my phone and an unknown number sent me a message. I wonder who is this. I quickly open up and read it.
From: Unknown
Tomorrow. Let's meet at the airport. 3:00 PM. We're so disappointed about what you did. You better made a choice.
A short message but I felt so much emotion. Fear, hurt, pain and loneliness. I sit up quickly and made my way to the kitchen. I have to forget about all of this for awhile.
I decided to cook food for the other members. I know that they are all tired and they don't have a time to cook. I quickly get the ingredients and prepare it. It is a simple dinner for us. A chicken stew, fried fish, kimchi, sautèd vegetable and glazed pineapple for dessert. I don't have an appetite to eat so I decided to cover it for awhile. I also leave a note for them.
