I awoke to the mask on my face...
That was staring at another mask,
Whom was just like me.
Silent,
Slithering for love
And vanquishing from humid hearts.
...
When my eyes could barely see you,
I couldn't imagine how much agony existed.
It makes me wonder where the mind has gone...
Have I become a silver shadow,
That grunts at the golden afternoon?
Has the air lifted my hair,
To notify my wrongs?
...
Looking at the heavens,
I could only see what it gave birth to...
When the earth left home,
It was bitter...
Just like the ones inside it.
...
When the clouds finally settled,
The silence broke many minds
And caused horrors to spew like faucets.
...
The scars,
The blood,
The eyes...
That were never there,
Continue to stare into my existence...
Even after I've told you to leave me be...
Even after I've struggled to wake to your catastrophe...
Even after I've beaten your skeleton to blossomed ashes...
Even after all that,
You follow me like a ring on a finger...
Marrying solitude at its finest,
And painting a picture with us in it.
...
Who...
Told you...
That it was the best thing...
To drag lies into my soul?
Who...
And why...
Haven't they slaughtered your carcass,
And fed them to the ravens and vultures...
That caw at the beak of the morning fields,
And pray for the tongues that are pusillanimous?
WHY!
...
I need you...
Like a empty garage...
You have no tools,
So why exist in me?
You only want to drag me down to a serpent,
Who doesn't give a damn,
But gives other some damned hope...
...
I'm not going to say please,
And beg for your mothers to cut off the embryo...
I'm not going to say thank you,
For invading my life...
But if I get a nickel of your touch,
I will break my teeth giving you a fight.
...
I'm...
Leaving the Horror's behind.
YOU ARE READING
Haruka Toku Ni
PoetryThis poetry collection is dedicated towards those who're going through internal hardships. When the feelings of wanting to depart grow too strong. If you wish to bathe in serenity, this is for you.
