TORN!

CHOICES (WARNING)

I put a warning sign,so just know there's icky adult stuff going on here. You have two choices a) Accept and read gay sex between Corey and Cerian
(b) Decline and move on to next chapter.

Cerian.
I kissed him without thinking of the consequences of my actions. I'm not going to lie that I haven't yearned to press my lips against his ever since the night at the Emperor. The truth is, when I kissed him,I expected his reaction to be different, maybe shove me away or talk sense into my champagne soaked brain but instead,I got more than I had expected. A soft whimper left him as his hands found their way to the back of my head,fingers got tangled with my messy hair as he kissed me back.

He was fucking kissing me!

Sometimes passionately kissing someone you like makes you forget the one thing you need to survive. Oxygen. After our little tongue sword fight,we pulled apart to take in some air and also look at the little mess we'd done. Corey's shirt buttons were halfway undone,my lips were a bit swelled and my hair was going every which way. Despite all that,we didn't stop there.

For a moment I lost touch with reality when Corey's soft lips returned to mine, this time making little Eskimo kiss trips down my jawline and stopping at my earlobe. I whimpered when I felt his tongue lick a stripe on my neck, an unceremonious moan forcing its way out of my throat when he sucked on a certain spot there.

All while my neck was being tortured by Corey's sinful lips,his hands were busy exploring my body,they snaked their way under my shirt,ran around my naked torso,fingers played with the two little buds on my chest. Insane pleasure,that's all I could feel.

When one of his hands traveled South,so did my blood. I found myself mumbling a bunch of incoherent words,some of which don't even exist in any dialect. In my mind,I knew I was begging him to take my pants off and gain full access but he didn't seem to understand because,he just smiled and continued palming me through my jeans. A few more strokes and I knew I would explode.

Corey on the other hand,looked a lot more calmer than I was but I knew he wanted this as much as I did. He's just good at self control and that's something I'm not. He wasn't giving me exactly what I wanted,so I wrapped my four limbs around him like a koala just so I could chase some friction for my neglected area.

At least the kisses kept coming..

"Do you really want this?" Corey asked between pants and I just looked at him like he asked the stupidest question on earth. Wasn't I easy to read? I was kissing him,touching him and rubbing my filthy hornyself on his bulge and here he was asking me if I wanted it.

"Words Cerian...use your words," He firmly held my hips, stopping my motion. His eyes focused on mine in an intense gaze as if telling me to pick my choices wisely. Yes meant,we'll go all the way in other words - going against my vows to Denver. It will mean taking a bite out of the forbidden fruit and bearing it's consequences. No meant,nothing goes beyond this - I'll probably end up going home regretting that I chickened out . It meant denying myself what I felt for Corey. I felt torn inside but I had to make a choice.