What's really on my mind

This is what they tell you

Be happy what is happiness how do you feel something that you have never felt and never experienced in your life be happy it will change your life they said,how can someone tell you to experience happiness when they themselves have yet to find the meaning of happiness in itself . Happiness is not something that can be attained by possessions or riches it's not something you get to tell someone to attain and expect that person to call you back and say thank you .their are some people who like unicorns believe happiness isn't real, pain and loss is not something that can be fixed by the simple words  don't worry be happy. I am aloud to have negative emotions and not be happy it is a part of human emotions I am not a robot, God created me to be someone with emotions other than happiness I can get down on my knees and pray all I want and god may heal the injury but god can't take away the scar that comes after God is not some genie that does what we wish we have to earn it and happiness is just the same don't expect there to be happiness when there is no light at the end of a certain persons tunnel for them their is no silver lining all there is is darkness and bitterness and fake people with fake happiness so in the end all there is to say is "Be Happy" *note the sarcasm*🙄