Fight For Love (August Alsina's Fan Fiction)

FFL: Chapter Twenty-Four

∞<3∞ Kim's POV ∞<3∞

I was angry, sad, confused and tired. I don't even know why I went there. It was unnecessary to see Dr.Stevens. I was fine. Well, that's what I thought and I was trying to convince myself, but deep down I knew that I was just being scared. I was scared to talk about my past. I was embarrassed to share this with someone else. I already told two people the entire story and it was enough for me. It was already hard, but my mother and August listened to me carefully and didn't judge me. I simply wasn't ready to do this again.

I sighed and stood up from the bench I was sat on since two hours. There were kids everywhere playing, laughing and just enjoying their childhood. I remembered coming to this park when I was about six years old. It was when I got to worry about nothing. Well, except the fact that I didn't have a father like the others children, but I was fine with my mom.

As I was about to walk, a little girl came towards me smiling. I looked down at her and smiled back. She was really cute. She was mixed, with brown curly hair and chubby cheeks. She was wearing a yellow summer dress and white sandals, "You're beautiful." She complimented me making my heart melt. Aw !

"Thanks pretty."

"You think I am pretty ? " She asked excited.

I nodded my head, "Yes, you are ! And if someone tells you otherwise, don't listen to them." I said being honest. Then her mother came, smiled at me and they walked away. I looked at them until they disappeared out of my sight. They were reminding me of my mom and I.

I sighed and decided to go back to my mother's. I didn't know if she was angry or whatever, but I didn't really care at this moment anyways.

After thirty minutes, I finally arrived in front of the door. I knocked and waited for her to come, but nothing happened, so then I rang the doorbell. This time the front door opened in less than one minute and there was standing a pissed woman. That was my mummy.

"Where were you at ? " She asked yelling.

"I w-"

"No, shut your mouth ! I can't believe it ! I was worrying like crazy. Why did you not call at least ? I thought it happened something bad to you ! Never do that again ! " She questioned cutting me off by the same occasion.

"I'm sorry. I needed time for myself." I said after she calmed down a bit.

"Well, call next time ! You promise me not to go M.I.A again."

I felt bad suddenly, "I'm good mum. I promise you that I won't leave like the last time and I'll keep my words. I won't go in another city with a stranger that I think I know ever again. Not after everything I lived."

She blinked her eyes and then tears started falling. I didn't hesitated and took her in my arms. I didn't even considerate my mom's feelings. It should be really hard for a parent to see their child go through an experience like that and feel useless. I couldn't really understand that since I was not myself a parent, but the hurt in my mother's eyes was telling a lot. I was feeling guilty for making her live this.