Fight For Love (August Alsina's Fan Fiction)

FFL: Chapter Thirty-Three

∞<3∞ Kim's POV ∞<3∞

This kiss was more intense than the first one. We were speaking and expressing our feelings to each other through this kiss. Our lips and tongues were moving together in a beautiful dance only us could do. My body was warming and I could feel his too. With each minute, we were getting closer and sharing more our souls with each other. That connection, I had always had it with August, but it seemed like it grew up since three years. It's incredible the fact that our love didn't fade with these three years of separation. Maybe we were meant to be. Maybe life was just testing us and now fate decided to reunite us again, to give us a second chance that we couldn't miss.

We pulled away slowly not wanting to stop kissing, but we were both out of breath, "Uh...I forgot to give ya your birthday gift." Aug said still looking into my eyes and me into his. Both of our chests were moving quickly up and down in unison.

I wrapped my arms around his neck and brought his face closer to mine, just to feel the softness of his lips on mine again, "I missed this." I confessed mumbling.

He smiled showing his white teeth, "Me too." And I pecked his lips tenderly. I didn't know what was really going on at this moment, but I suddenly needed to be in touch with him and to share a moment of tenderness with him. Even if I wanted to wait and to take things slow, my heart wanted nothing else but to show some love to August. I couldn't fight and understand it, but it wasn't really bothering me.

We pulled away again and he took my hands, then led me out of the kitchen and into the living room where he made me sit on the couch. He motioned for me to wait and left. After a couple of minutes, he was back with two envelopes in his hand. I frowned wondering what it was.

"Here. Happy birthday ! " He handed me one envelope, that I opened without wasting my time. In there were two plane tickets for New York.

"What is that ? " I asked looking at him.

"Well...I told ya I'm with ya in this and until the end. I want to help ya as much as I can. Ya told me Dr.Stevens said that ya need to find your closure and the best way is to go back in New York to delete the bad memories ya had there and to create new ones more beautiful." He answered playing with his fingers.

I stayed silent for a moment. I had another appointment with Dr.Stevens at the beginning of the week and the session went well. I showed her what I had already written in my notebook and the letter I wrote to my ex-boyfriend in which I expressed all my anger and pain he caused to me. Then we talked, so I could get more weight and stress off my shoulders and she gave me other great advice. We talked also about the relationship between my mother and I, my father and I, my friends and I and of course August and I. She told me to mostly not rush anything if I wasn't ready and to keep working on myself. I was less confused and more comfortable with my body and my emotions, but I still had a lot of work to do. The road to recovery was longer than I thought, but I wanted to feel better and to be me again, so if it had to take thousand years, then it'll be. My homework for now are to keep writing in my notebook and to go in New York for my closure.

To be honest, I didn't know if I wanted to do this right now.

"I'm sorry, maybe I should j-" I cut him off with another kiss. His support was amazing and I was really appreciating it. I wasn't taking all he was doing for me for granted. I was extremely grateful.