Fight For Love (August Alsina's Fan Fiction)

FFL: Chapter Twenty-Seven

∞<3∞ August's POV ∞<3∞

[ Two Days Later ]

"So he's going to arrive ? " Kim asked sitting next to me. I nodded my head and continued to work on my computer. I still had problems with the new song. For an unknown reason, I couldn't finish it. It was not perfect, yet. It was missing something, but I still didn't know what exactly. It was really starting to frustrate me though. I was about to give up, but I couldn't. I had promised my fans to give them a new mixtape with ten songs and three of them were going to be my new singles and will be in the new album also. I already had two and I just needed one more and I wanted it to be this one, but it was causing me trouble. 

"I can't believe we're actually going to do this. And what are we gonna do if the detective finds out that Jill is a serial killer ? And what if he planned to kill me ? Or you ? Or the both of us ? And what i-"

"He's not a killer, Kim ! Let's just...go with the flow. We'll see what we're gon' do once we'll need to figure it out. Don't worry, everything is gonna be alright." I said reassuring her, then I placed a little kiss on her cheek. She smiled and put her head on my shoulder. 

Since yesterday, I noticed a rapprochement between Kim and I. It was like she was a little bit more comfortable with herself at first, but with me too. She even slept with me last night. And this time it wasn't because she had a nightmare or couldn't fall asleep. She simply slid in my bed towards two in the morning and when I asked her what was wrong, she just said that she wanted to sleep with me. And I didn't feel like it was a lie, but the only truth. 

"Oh ! I forgot to tell ya. After we'll have talked with the detective, we'll go to Dr.Stevens." I let her know not looking at her. Yesterday morning, her mother called me and told me everything that happened when Kim was with her. Kim her, just told me that it was good at her mom's, but she had never got into details. Mama Johansson asked me if I could help Kim and I accepted. And the first thing to do was to go back to Dr.Stevens with her. I called her three hours ago and she had a place at 5 p.m. Now it was one in the afternoon.  

She frowned, "What ? " 

"I know ya heard me." I answered getting ready to argue with her. 

"Why ? I don't want to go ! How could you take that decision ? " She questioned me getting angry.

I sighed, "Listen, I know ya scared and don't want to ta-"

"If you know, why did you do that for then ?! I can't believe that shit, August ! And...How do you know about Dr.Stevens ? Did you talk with my mom ? "

I looked down at the keyboard, "She's doing it for y-"

She stood up, "I don't care ! You and her can't do that ! It's my life ! " 

I shook my head and looked up at her, "We're just trying to help ya. We just want ya to feel yourself again. And to get ride of these inner demons that are preventing ya to really enjoy your life. Kim, before we can talk about anything together...Now ya put this huge wall around ya and ya are keeping distance with us. We don't want to hurt ya. Ya are safe now."

Tears began to fall from her eyes, but she wiped them immediately, "No...I'm not...I don't feel safe."

"Why ? " I asked concerned.

She folded her arms, "I...I don't want to talk about this right now." And with that said, she walked away. I knew it was hard for her and I wished I could take all the pain away in a snap, so she could be happy again, but life isn't that easy. 

I sighed aggravated wiping my face and put my laptop on the coffee table, then I went in the kitchen where I could hear noise coming from there. Kim was moving around in her thoughts. It seemed like she was preparing ingredients to cook. 

"What are ya doing ? " 

She shrugged, "I feel like cooking. Do you want cookies ? " 

She wasn't the same anymore. Her mood swings were really weird, "Uh...maybe later. Uh...after the appointment with Dr.Stevens." I wasn't going to give up on this. She needed to talk with someone. She was holding all inside her and it wasn't good. One day, she'll explode or do something crazy and I didn't want it to happen. 

She groaned irritated, "No ! Stop bothering me with that, please ! " She said raising her voice.

"Kim, please. Ya said it yourself. Ya need to deal with yourself at first before anything else. That's the first step."

She closed her eyes, then opened them again," Are you doing this just because you want us to get back together ? " She asked taking me by surprise.

I frowned not understanding where this conversation was going to, "What ? No, I want ya to feel better." I answered honestly.

"Oh really ? I told you we can't get back together because I have to deal with myself and be comfortable with myself first before to be able to jump in a relationship an-"

"No, Kim ! I'm not doing it for us to start a relationship faster. I said I'm gon' wait, so I'm gonna do that. I love ya and it's hurting my heart to see ya in this state. Ya are not exactly the same anymore. It's like ya lost yourself within these past three years. Ya don't smile, laugh and act as before. I just want to help ya."

She stopped moving and looked at me, "It's not that easy, August."

I walked towards her, "I know. Listen, when Mel...left...all the emotions inside me were going crazy. I thought I was about to go insane. I was holding all to myself, I isolated myself from others people. Ya remember ? Nobody knew where I was during an entire month..."

"...And then you came to my house. You knocked on my door and I let you spend the night. You wanted to go nowhere else..."

"And ya let me cry on your shoulder...I'm here for ya too." 

A tear was running on her cheek and then another was following and suddenly she had broken down. I didn't hesitate and brought her into my arms and let her cry in my chest. 

Love is comforting...

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A/N: Sorry for the short chapters, but I don't have a lot of free time, but once again I absolutely wanted to give you another chapter. #LeStruggle lol ! So, I promise yall to make the next one longer :D

Thanks for reading guys !

Sorry for the mistakes.