There's No Way

Chapter 15

Mrs Bae : "Debbie! Y-y-you're early!" She sounded weird.

Debbie : "Yea, I'm bored. Uhm who is this?"

Mom kept quiet until this woman stands up and walked towards me and say.

Woman : "Debbie, you've grown so much."

Debbie : "M-m—mom? Seriously, who is this?"

Mrs Bae : "Honey, please sit down here and let's talk."

I nodded but I don't know why I'm a bit nervous I was expecting something but not this kind of way?

Mrs Bae : "Dear, This woman is Mrs Gilbertsen and that is her daughter, Nora. She is..."

Debbie : "Is?"

Mrs Bae : "She is....your...."

Mrs Gilbertsen : "Mother, I'm your mother."

I kept quiet...I just don't know what to say...

Mrs Bae : "Honey, please do calm yourself!"

Debbie : "Calmm???HOW THE FUCK CAN I CALM!"

I shouted and it made the girl scared.

Mrs Bae : "DEBBIE! WATCH YOUR ATTITUDE!"

Mrs Gilbertsen : "Sohyun, that's fine."

Mrs Bae : "Taeil! Taehyun! Bring Nora with you!"

Mrs Gilbertsen : "Sohyun, I think I just want to talk to Debbie alone."

Mrs Bae : "Oh Okay, Debbie watch your attitude!"

Mom and Nora goes up and this Woman my real mother touched my hand but I took my hand away.

Mrs Gilbertsen : "Debbie, will you listen to me if I tell you what really happened and why I was away?"

I kept quiet I just need to calm I'm so angry I just can't but I just nodded coldy.

Mrs Gilbertsen : "Alright, so I know I left you to my sister so that she can take care of you but it is a stupid thing I know I know. Sigh, Debbie your father and I were engaged and we were going to marry each other but accident happened and I'm just so broke. My parents wouldn't even help me and all I have left is my sister. I left you to my sister while I was working in a bar back then but I just can't afford for you, I tried helping you every way so that you can be healthy and all. One time, you are sick and I couldn't afford the hospital but my sister paid your medicine and all, that's when I realized she can do better than me. She herself couldn't have children that time until u came to her life finally Taeil and Taehyun came into this family."

I was speechless and I couldn't say anything but she continued.

Mrs Gilbertsen : "If you're wondering where I went, I left to Norway I was offered a job there as a nurse with my friend. I wanted to bring you but I know you will be happier here."

Debbie : "How can I trust you?"

Mrs Gilbertsen : "Debbie—I-"

Mrs Bae : "She's right. Everything she said is right. Honey, I'm glad I have you in my life. Please understand."

Debbie : "UNDERSTAND? UNDERSTAND???? HOW CAN I UNDERSTAND? AND YOU WHAT DO YOU KNOW ABOUT ME? YOU THINK I'M HAPPY TO BE HERE? WOMAN! I AM BULLIED AND EVERYONE LEFT ME! I'M ALL FUCKING ALONE!! YOU EXPECT ME TO BE HAPPYY??? YOU CAN ENJOY YOUR LIFE THERE IN NORWAY AND ME AS YOUR DAUGHTER IS SUFFERING HERE! HOW CAN YOU SAY HAPPYY??? I WAS CALLED AN ORPHAN KID! ORPHAN KID! AND BULLIED BY THAT! I CAN EVEN ENJOY HERE! YOU BOTH ARE SELFISH! YOU CAN JUST BE HAPPY MARRYING ANOTHER MAN AND EVEN HAVING ANOTHER DAUGHTER TO REPLACE ME? AND OH HOW DARE YOU STEP INTO THIS HOUSE AND LAND AGAIN! YOU KNOW WHAT I'M LUCKY I NEVER GET TO KNOW WHO YOU ARE! Because you are just a woman who easily forgets about her own responsibility."

Mrs Bae : "DEBBIE! QUIT IT! GO TO YOUR ROOM!"

I didn't go to my room I just ran away and go out. I heard Aunt is shouting my name and I know my real mom is crying too it kind a hurts me but I'm more hurt!

I don't know where to go but I have my beer and cigarettes here I don't care I just take it from the store. Yea, I know underage not healthy blablabla whatever my life's fucked. I saw a park there so I sat there and open the beer and started drinking it. I also lit up the fire for me to smoke and I felt so relieved. I open my phone and I got a lot of missed calls from Yohan. Gosh I felt bad to Yohan but blame the fucking jerks who ruined my day. I was about to inhale another but someone grabbed the cigarettes and threw it away.

Debbie : "The hell...Owh..hi Yohan..."

Yohan : "15 missed call and you don't want to call back after leaving me just like that? Besides, this is what you do instead?" while throwing the cigarettes and step on it.

Debbie : "Uhh....I'm sorry.."

Yohan : "Haha, it's fine." While trying to sit next to me.

Yohan : "Sigh, what happened? Like I know the boys are quite harsh but really what happened and where did you go after that?"

Debbie : "I went to the restroom I was kind a sick sorry."

I lied again I don't want to open up yet to him. I literally just know him.

Yohan : "You're lying but it's okay I know you just know me. Please take your time to actually open up to me."

I kept quiet but he started talking again.

Yohan : "But do you actually know, I've always known you...this sound creepy but I always recognized you and I just...I just have feelings for you Debbie. I know you are a different type of person. Knowing you like Eunsang actually hurts me, I always thought what is it that I don't have that Eunsang got? Debbie, again I'm saying I like—No, I love you...I know you can't love me back but I will always wait."

Okay, did he just confess because omg its cute lol, ok ok focuss urghhh I don't know what to say..

Debbie : "Uhm, That's really nice of you but Yohan....if I accept you...I just don't want to be called by names...I mean I could try but isn't it kind of fake?"

Yohan : "Debbie, it would be great if you accept me and I promised to take care of you no matter what, this is not my business but I know inside you're hurting and I really want to help you. I will also help you gain feelings for me too."

Debbie : "Yohann..Thank you...Alright, let's try." I cried a bit and chuckled too lol.

Yohan : "Can I give you a hug?" while smiling widely.

I nodded and we hugged each other.

Debbie : "Owh Yohan, this is embarrassing but can you drop me off in Jack's house I kind a need to go to his house for some project and maybe you can ask him for the winter formal thing." I lied about the project I just need a room for me to stay and Jack is the only option.

Yohan : "Owh really? Sure. Let's go then."