Realization

1.2b- Beam continue

September 25, 2019

I just realized how short the previous chapter so want to update another part.

Sorry Beams part is long so I had to break it up in parts. Theirs just a little more of a back story to Beam's breakup. Hope you guys enjoy it.

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Beam POV continues

Finals are finally over, l haven't seen Forth the past few days. He's been giving me space for me to study for my finals but normally he would message me something. I've tried calling him but he hasn't answer. Guess I'll surprise him at his apartment.

I walked to his apartment about to knock on the door when I hear some giggling and talking. It was two voices Forth's and a girl who I don't recognize. About to knock when I hear Forth say something.

"Beam can never know about this" what can I not know.

"I know my lips are sealed, it will be our little secret," the girl says giggling. I hear them walking towards the door I quickly hide. Their outside talking. "Thank you for a wonderful time I enjoyed it."

"No worries thank you too. Beam has been busy lately it was the only time I had away from him and thank you for keeping me company, I enjoyed it too." He hugged her, he cheated. I couldn't watch anymore so I left.

As I got to my dorm I felt anger and pain in my chest. I received a message from Forth to go to drinks with his friends. He's acting like nothings wrong. I replied back with an okay. I get ready to go meet Forth I showed up to the bar I see his friends but Forth isn't here yet. How can he invite me somewhere and not be here? I sit with his friends and begin drinking out of frustration. Forth finally showed up and said hi to everyone he pats my shoulder and kisses my head. How can he do something like that after what he has done towards me? All night the guys were drinking and having fun. The whole entire time Forth's been trying to grab my hand and I've been irritated with him. I had enough and yelled at him. His friends looked at me then Forth pulled me away.

"What's wrong, you've seemed unhappy all night" I see he has his hand in a fist.

"It's nothing just go back to your friends, I'm going to leave"

"No, let me take you you've been drinking" he's trying to act sweet.

"I only drank two beers I'll be fine"

"Beam please" he grabs my wrist and I can't take it anymore.

"Let go of me" I yelled and he was shocked "just leave me alone and go back to your friends"

"I'm not leaving you like this"

"Why do you care" I see he clenched his fist.

"Because I love you and I promise to always care for you"

"But I never asked you too and I tired of it," he looks mad he "what if I don't want to do this anymore" he clenches his first but it might be because I'm in a little daze his fist looks big.

"Fine obviously you don't want me around I'll let you be" he walks away and I was left alone.
(Next morning)
"My head is hurting," I have a headache, I must have gotten drunk after Forth left, at least I'm in my bed. What is this? No, no, no, why is there a girl in my bed. Dammit, I got too drunk last night. (Knock, Knock) Who could be here this early in the morning? The girl begins to wake. And she mumbles.