Glee Imagines and Preferences

Sebastian*Somebody Else

Every Thursday after school was date night for Sebastian and I. at the beginning of last year we started dating after a game of truth or dare and to everyone's surprise, we'd been together the whole school year let alone two.

It was the last Thursday of the term before summer. We walked out the school with our friends but ditched them to go to this café we'd found at the bottom of the high street. Sebastian was oddly quiet. normally he reached out to hold my hand, but I had to initiate this time.

As we sat down to order he gave me a weak smile. "Are you okay?" I rested my hand on his.

"Yeah of course," he shrugged it off, moving his hand away. I frowned as he picked up his menu, "Just sick of that place. Order whatever you want. My treat,"

I bite back a smile, "You don't need to spoil me," Sebastian's eyes continued to scan the menu.

The food came and was good as always and we started talking about our summer plans. "So, are we still having a date day on a Thursday or do you think another day would be better?" I asked.

Sebastian looked down "Um about that...I um," he took a breath "I found somebody else,"

"Hmm," I said, pressing my lips together. A fake smile spread across my face, "You're funny Sebastian,"

He sighed and reached across the table, taking my hand, "I'm serious (Y/N). I found someone else. I've not done anything yet, but I really want to. It's not fair to you,"

"But I love you," I told him. We'd said it a few times, but he didn't say it back this. "You love me too. Don't you?" He said nothing. "Is it something I did? If it's because I'm not ready I- "

"(Y/N)!" He cut me off, "Its not that. I don't see you like that anymore,"

My breathing got harder and I refused to cry in public. "What did I do?" I said to myself, but he heard.

"You didn't do anything, you'll find someone else (Y/N),"

"But I don't want someone else," I look at him. He can't mean this. We'd had small fights but never something big, "Can't we talk about this? I'm sure we can fix it and then- "

"No, we can't," he cut me off. "I can't help it. I just don't feel that way anymore. When we first started going together, I felt all light and warm and all the clichés, but I just don't feel that way now," ouch.

I swallowed hard, "And do you feel like that with this new person?" He nodded and took his hand back, "Then be with them," the words felt like sour liquorice on my tongue, "I wish you the best,"

"Are you okay?" he asked. I gave a short laugh, "I still care about you it's just not the same,"

"Then I'm okay with it. I don't want to be with you if you don't want me," I grabbed a $10 from my pocket and threw it on the table as I stood up.

"We can still be friends," Sebastian said.

"Maybe," I gave him a smile as I walked out the café.

As soon as I walked out, I felt something cold wash over me. I held back tears as I began walking home. I didn't even bother getting a bus home. I wanted to think.

Everyone said we seemed like we were going to be together forever. What went wrong to make forever dead and gone?

After summer I went back to school only to find out Sebastian was doing a year abroad in France. We had the same friend group but since he had left there was no drama. Every time someone mentioned him, I felt a stab to my heart. For the most part, it was fine.