Glee Imagines and Preferences

Stone Cold

A/N: I didn't specify who 'him' is so imagine whoever you want as 'him'. I wanted to give myself a bit of a challenge. Hopefully you like it.

Ever since he uttered those words my heart has been cold. "I think we need a break" That break turned into a break up within a week and he moved on in two.

We still hang out. I never should of dated someone in my friend group, a fellow glee member.

I try in school. I try to stand up tall, stand proud. I make myself look confident and happy but eventually I let that disguise drop. Scrolling through social media only to see him post a picture of him kissing his new me. I can't help but cry, thinking it used to be my face in that photo.

It feels like I'm dying, like he was my oxygen and now I'm left with only loneliness to breath in.

I try to stop crying. Maybe that way I won't feel so sad, so alone. Maybe it's the tears that do it. Maybe if I fake a smile some day it will be as natural as before.

I try and not feel this way. I try to be happy for him. I want him to be happy.

That's the worst part. I still love him and becuase of that I want him to be happy, even if it's not with me.

Sure she's nice and pretty but so am I. I would never imagine them togther. I ask my friends and even they didn't see the connection but he felt it, so I accepted it.

When he first started dating a fellow new direction member he didn't tell me. It was all rumours I heard and Jacob shoving a camera in my face.

I pulled him aside after a glee meeting. "Are you dating? I don't care if you are, just don't lie"

"I didn't know if you were ready."

"Of course I am," The lie fell from my tounge easily. "But next time, tell me. Don't feel the need to sneak around behind my back."

As long as he's happy. I tell myself. Thats all that matters.

The glee club had decided to be 'bad' for once and sneak out to a party. Learning from mistakes they didn't throw it at Rachels, instead Britt's.

The music was blaring but I didn't want to dance. But they did. I try and keep my eyes off them dancing, smilling, laughing, so I pretended to play on my phone will he played with my heart.

I wish I didn't feel like this. Of course I still love you but I don't want my heart to feel like stone.

I wish I could be happy for him. I try to be. Until I mean it in my heart I figure I should avoid him. Maybe that way I'll be able to feel better.

Maybe the next Glee assigment Mr Shue set will help me with that. The assignment was simple; love.

I'm the last person to go up and preform. Everyone else had done things like duets and love songs. Some sung of current partners, some about having a crush. I couldn't fake it, I didn't want to.

"Save the best for last, now we have (Y/N)" Mr Shue's words caused Rachel to hide her slightly offended look.

I walk to the piano and place the sheet music down. "Love can mean all kind of things. So I figured I'd show a different side of love 'cause you are all hopeless romantics" I warn before I start singing Stone Cold.

They clap as I finish. I put everything I had into the perfromance. I only glance at him as I finish, the one who broke my heart.