during the weeks that followed, i had no real interactions with mark (not like i had some before, but by that i mean that even having an eye contact was hard to get). i would often stare at him for minutes until someone breaks my staring contest with his back, because, no, he never looked at me. i had nothing in return. not a smile, nor a glance. NOTHING.
nothing until a thursday of january, after a long class day. that evening, i had opened my phone, to see a new message from him.
from : my future boy
hello, are you perhaps one of lucas' friends?
from : me
mhh yea?
from : my future boy
okkkk, i know who you are then!
from : me
oh, okay
and that is super duper cool... lol, no.
it is the worst thing that could happen. now that he knows who i am, and that i am interested in him, i can't look at him at all anymore... first he'll find me strange, and also disgusting because i don't even think he's gay.
that's why the two following weeks were like hell for me. as expected, he knew who i was, and every time i met lucas in front of their class, he would spare a glance at me, and perhaps hold in his laugher. i couldn't know. i didn't want to face the embarrassing moment when we would have an eye contact...
well, well, well... all these problems were real problems until february, 1st, when everything changed...
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valentine's day - NCT, markhyuck
Fanfictiondonghyuck is just a normal and very gay student who doesn't need anything more in his life. well, that's what he was convinced before seeing the one and only mark lee...
