Turning Points

Chapter 4: Go

"Dips on the shower, you better not try to take a glimpse of my beautiful ass," Off said as they got to their room, already in the process of taking off his clothes.

"No one wants to look at your wrinkly ass," Gun shouted as Off got into the bathroom and heard Off laugh in response.

The hotel they were staying in was a luxurious hotel located right in the center of Seoul. It had 35 floors and they were on the 25th floor. All the Gmmtv staff was on the 25th floor.

Their room had one bedroom with a large queen bed in the center of the room. Gun flipped  the covers off the bed and checked that it was indeed one bed instead of two twin beds pushed together as they sometimes did in some hotels

Damn! How was Gun supposed to sleep with Off on the same bed knowing now that apparently he was a serial cuddler.

There was also a couch at the foot of the bed but it was too small for Gun to comfortably stretch out on. Gun sighed and went on his phone, there was no getting out of that conversation. Gun decided to bring it up when Papi was finished showering.

Papi came out the shower wearing sweat pants and a soft cotton t-shirt. Shit now was the time. "Err Papi...."

"What ?" Papi asked as he towel dried his hair.

The question was stuck in Guns neck and he couldn't bring himself to ask it "Er is the water hot?" Gun asked instead, chickening out.

Off looked at him weirdly "For the price we are paying I'd be very concerned if there was no hot water," Off replied.

'Gosh he could never give you a straight answer' Gun thought as he made his way to the bathroom. Gun wondered if he should just let it go, after all if Papi hasn't said anything then obviously Gun doesn't cuddle him at night. But if Gun cuddled him on the plane without recognizing it what are the chances that he doesn't cuddle Papi when they are alone lying in bed together.

Maybe Papi just tolerates it, but that would make Gun feel really shitty if that was indeed the case. Gun was all about consent and even though it seems like he does things to Papi without his consent he would never do any of those things if Papi truly hated it.

Fuck. He definitely had to bring it up. Gun finished his shower resisting the urge to masterbate since Papi was in the next room. These days he had to masterbate at least once a day or else any little thing would get him going. But Gun was sure missing one day wouldn't be that bad, maybe he could do it tomorrow morning when Papi went for his jog. Papi never missed on his daily morning jogs even if they were in another country.

Gun got out of the bathroom also wearing sweat pants and a white baggy t-shirt. Off was already in bed on his phone ready to sleep when he got out. Gun did what he had to do then switched off the lights and reluctantly got into bed as well. Now was probably the time to bring it up before Papi actually fell asleep but Gun still couldn't manage to voice his concerns.

Papi played around on his phone for another half hour before he switched it off. Shit it was now or have a sleepless night. For Gun the fear of waking up with bags under his eyes outweighed the fear of embarrassment that talking about this would bring and this gave him that extra little courage that he needed.

"Papi...." Gun started softly looking at the roof.

"Mmmmm?" Papi who was lying facing away from Gun replied.

"Papi.. Er I wanted to ask you... That is I'm sure I don't, but just in case I do well just to make-"

"Oiii spit it out already so we can go to sleep" Papi interrupted Guns rambling.