Turning Points

Chapter 18

Fuck his life! No but honestly Fuck Gun's life! Why did Joss always make his moves when Papi was around him! Papi who had been looking at the cellphone the whole time now was looking down at Gun his eyebrows raised and face expressionless.

"Errr," Gun responded after a while unsure of what to say. This was honestly the worst thing that could have happened to Gun at that moment. The fact that Papi was laying on top of him while he talked to Joss on the phone who claimed to miss him was just not registering in Guns head. It was something he never EVER thought would happen to him.

"It's okay Gun, I know you are probably hesitating because of P'Off, he is flirting you too isn't he?" Joss asked with a resigned voice.

"What?!" Gun cried out in shock. Papi however stayed calm, or well not calm his face still looked murderous but he didn't give out any outward reaction,just carried on staring down at Guns face.

"That day I was at your apartment, I saw you guys being sweet to each other by the couch" Joss elaborated and Gun wanted to groan. The fact that Joss had never said anything about it had made Gun think that he had not seen him and Papi flirting or that he had just misinterpreted what he saw, obviously that wasn't the case.

"It's okay, I know you've known Papi for longer and you probably developed some feelings for him, but I just want you to know that I can promise you right now that I will treat you a hundred times better than Papi does, I will cherish the very ground you walk on and spend my every breath trying to make you happy so please..... please before you make any decisions just.... think about it carefully, " Joss said sounding a little desperate basically pouring out his heart to Gun over the phone.

Gun felt like shit. Like absolute dirt. He hadn't realized just how much Joss seemed to like him. Gun had thought Joss probably had a silly crush on him but it seemed to be more, way more than that. Gun knew that he would have to break the kids heart because there was no decision to be made, even if there was it would be Papi, it would always be Papi.

"Okay," Gun said softly unsure of what to say. He felt absolutely bad and wanted to apologize to Joss for putting him through this but he still felt the intensity of Papi's eyes on him and he figured now was probably not the best time.

"Thank you Gun..... I'm going to go now so you have some time to think about everything," Joss said sounding sadder than Gun  ever heard him breaking Guns heart a little. Joss was a good kid, he really really was, he didn't deserve any of this.

"Alright Bye bye na khap," Gun softly greeted Joss goodbye, glad that the call was finally over but also feeling depressed at the thought of breaking Joss heart.

"Bye Gun, dream of me" Joss sweetly said before he dropped the call. It was a sweet side of him that Gun had never seen from the kid. Joss always acted so chic and cool around Gun, Gun would never have guessed that he had a sensitive side to him. In a lot of ways, Joss was kinda like Papi.

"I'm going to Fucking kill that shit," Gun heard Papi say above him before Papi got off the couch and picked Gun up and threw him over his shoulder like Gun was a sack of potatoes.

"Papi what are you doing!" Gun cried out holding onto Papi's t-shirt and looking at the world upside down as Papi carried him to the bedroom. Papi silently carried Gun to the bedroom but Gun could just feel the anger radiating off of him.

Once they got into the bedroom Papi gently threw Gun onto his bed and started pacing the room. Gun just lied on his bed looking up at Papi worried about how he would react. Papi finally stopped pacing after a while and came to stand at the foot of the bed and looked down at Gun.

"I'm really Fucking angry right now, and I really want to tie you up and fuck you until you can't think of anyone but me," Papi said matter-of-factly looking down at Gun.