Living In A Shell

CHAPTER 6: THE POSSESIVE SAI (part1)

                           SAI POV

I never thought that Alex will going to do that, never in my dreams. Because Alex is the toughest girl I've ever met. She mannage to control Her feelings. She can beat everyone with just a snap of Her finger. Am I being exaggerated here right? Well... Ofcourse I'm not because that's the thruth okay. Tsk. Even I myself can't beat Her. She maybe have an innocent face, but she is a devil inside, Alex is the next hier of Ferriera mafia because her brother don't like the idea of being the next boss of thier organization. But  Alex built her own identinty, her own organization that only few of us know about that. She don't want to be on top just because she is the next hier of Ferriera instead of savouring the moment of being a filthy rich kid she choose to make her own way of living. She mannage to control the situation in her own way.

Lahat ng kilos nya dapat planado, dapat walang mali, kung tutuusin ayaw nyang matalo, kase para sa kanya "Once is enough if you made mistake twice that's not forgivable." Yeah right! I agree on that.

She can't just be called 'The Devil Hier of Ferriera Mafia' for nothing.

Every one of us has the right to choose on what we want to be and what kind of life we want to rule, because every decision we made there is this so called 'aftermath' on everything.

The moment that Alex stop her car in the middle of the race. I know there's something wrong. You know what I mean? Ofcourse not. Tsk. I will give you 3 reason so you can get what I mean.

First? Alex come first everytime she has a race. (She was late.)

Second? Alex never use her loving car on racing game. (She use her Black Bugatti Veyron)

Third? Alex never make a stupid stant like that but she did, She stop in the middle of the race.

I can't immagine how hurt her ego with that stunt. Never immagine in my wildest dream that She will going to do that. She hate losing. Racing is her life and even if I'm going to bet my whole life just to prove that. But what the f*ck was wrong with her? Shit. Shit. Shit. I curse at my self every now and then while slamming my fist on the stiring wheel of my car. 'What happen?' 'What was that for?' 'What's wrong with her?' 'Did she just drop it?'

The moment she step out on her loving car she tost the key to Drew and the idiot catch it imigately. She make her way to my car and hop in on the passenger seat. She didn't say anything, I never heard her explanation, she just signal me to go home. The athmosphere between the two of us inside the car was anxiety no one dare to start a conversation. I didn't even had the strength to break the silence I still love myself you know. Tsk.

The way back from the race track field leading toward home was not that too long it only take 25minutes but it felt like forever. And first time in my life that I never appriciated the silence because of the non preferable ness ambience.

Alex shot her self off on her room for three days even Hanz didn't bother to asked her what's wrong. Then the day of our flight came. She still shot her self silently.

Until I can't control myself from asking but she just gave me a cold stared that make me shut my mouth in no time. Told you guys I still want to live okay.

Everything become a chaos, the day after we unpack all our things in her house or should I say mansion she left us hanging, no one knows where did she go or what her plans. Even Hanz and Mae don't know what to do.

I waited for her call, the day become days. Still Alex was missing I felt so useless and frusrated. Even my twin was afraid to approuch me, because he know that I will going to yell at him if I'm in this kind of estate. I can see on thier eyes that they all worried but what we can do? We can't even go to the police station to make a report because it will going to be a big trouble on her. I ripped my hair on frustration. I need to do something, 5 days is enough of waiting.