was gonna say this last time time but - these oneshots are supposed to be from THEIR pov. anyway... carry on my wayward sons
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I hope that you're ok I hope you're resting quietly I just wanted to say Goodnight Elisabeth - Goodnight Elisabeth ♡ Counting Crows
I was wide awake at 3 am. The noises filtering into my hotel room, as well as my drunk brothers next door, kept me from falling to sleep. But I know it could have been completely quiet, and I would still be restless. Across my brain danced images of her. God, I missed her so much. I missed her smile, her eyes, her soul. Everything. She probably doesn't remember me. Why would she? We met once. Granted, she spent the greater part of a month with us. She was a journalist for some obscure indie magazine that I had never heard of. I can't even remember what it was called. But I remember her. I feel like I had known her for years. I could talk to her, not just about the questions she interveiwed us with, but real things too. She would tell me her problems back. I still remember what she said to me. "Sam," she told me, her eyes sparkling like the stars were in them, "I know we're just supposed to be, like, professional with each other, but I want you to know that I really appreciate it." My stomach flips just remembering her. We exchanged numbers and whatnot, but we aren't super close. She has a boyfriend anyway, some guy who was definitley captain of the varsity football team. I couldn't compete, and even if I could, why would she want me? I'm not good enough for her. No one is, she's perfect. I wonder if she's sleeping right now. I can imagine her hair falling over her cheeks, peacefully resting. I hope she's okay. More than anything, I hope she's happy. "Goodnight." I whispered out into the darkness, hoping that the words will somehow reach her soul.
I heard a stumble at my door. "Yo, who the fuck are you talking to?" It was Jake. And Josh. Drunk as hell. "Just let me sleep, okay?" I mumbled back, turning to face away from them.
goodnight elisabeth is such a beautiful song adam duritz is queen and I cry when i listen to it.
