Chapter 9Anger

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I'm gonna kill Andy.He couldn't give me five
minutes. That was all I could think as I walked into my apartment. At least that was until I saw Andy was sitting in the kitchen. He had alcohol where did he get alcohol. I walked into the kitchen. Then went and sat by him.
" I'm sorry I ruined your night" Andy said I didn't realize before how puffy his face was. He must have cried a lot.
" you didn't ruin it"  he laid his head on my shoulder
" where did you get the alcohol" I said he shrugged against me.
" one of the gas station attendants let me buy some"
" he is never gonna talk to me again" he said
" you don't know that" I said as I hugged him
" how is your mom" I said trying to change the subject. He looked down. Rubbing his palms
" my mom is back with Bruce again" he said I looked at him oh God no.
" you can stay here. We will go by your house and get your stuff tomorrow" I said he nodded then looked back at me.
" you don't have to do this again" he said
" I'd do anything for you" I said smiling he's look in his eyes changed that's not good.
"my mom talked about your mom today" Andy said I stood up
" you want some dinner?" I asked getting the pots out

Stop. Don't do this.
" she says her birthday is soon"
" I'm gonna make some pasta" I said take the hint and
Stop.  Don't hurt me because you are sad and drunk.
" if you want we can visit her grave I know you haven't been since-
I interrupted him as I turned around screaming
" STOP" he gave me a annoyed look
" you know the rules" I said he nodded I turned back and faced the stove.
" I'm sorry"
" it's fine"I said sighing
" can I just ask one thing" he said I turned to look at him
" fine"
" don't you miss her" he asked I thought for a second on how to answer and not sound insane.
" no I don't" I said then turned back to the food he laughed. I refused to turn back I knew I wouldn't want to hear what he was gonna say.
" yes you do Dove you just don't want to admit it"
I slammed my hands down. Anger filling my body.
" get out! You have no right to ask these things" I yelled he looked into my eyes. I could see fear in his eyes.
" you know I can't go home" he said
" I don't care get out!" Pushing him out the door
" please Dove I can't" he said as he started to cry. I sighed. I'm a bitch.
"You don't mention my mom ever again" I said he nodded then hugged me
" I'm sorry please don't leave me" he said
" I'm not. Don't worry" I said

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