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''minho?'' jisung asked, voice even more timid than the time he had asked him that way before.

''are you feeling needy?''' the older asked, putting down his phone and surprising him with a hug.

the younger hummed and he smiled, biting into his shoulder softly.

''you've been needy a lot lately, baby,'' minho cooed. ''i love helping you out, but are you okay?''

he nodded. ''think it's because it's cold, wanna be warmer.''

''what do you want from sir?'' the older asked, rubbing a hand over his back.

jisung thought for a moment. ''marks?''he suggested shyly.

in a quick move, minho flipped them so that he was hovering over him. ''pretty baby wants to be marked?'' minho confirmed. ''sir loves claiming his baby.''

drawing in a shaky breath, jisung exhaled deeply. ''please?'' the younger requested, making his boyfriend want to wrap him up because of how cute he sounded.

with his nose he nudged under his jaw, jisung tilting his head to give him access and shifting his legs when he felt the first small lick at his skin.

minho almost tickled him with how softly he did it, the older not confident about coming close to his neck yet at all.

he shivered when jisung sucked on his skin softly, balling the material of the other's sweater in his hands where he had them rested on his back.

but then his mind drifted to minho's words, to how genuinely concerned he had sounded when he asked him if he was okay.

it made him insecure. he felt like he was indeed weirdly needy, that he wasn't supposed to want minho this much.

and just like that, tears were trickling down his cheeks. ''i think there's something wrong with me.'' he rasped out, voice already hoarse from tears.

the light pressure on his neck stopped immediately as his boyfriend pulled away, instead hovering over him and scanning his features. ''what's wrong?''

jisung whimpered, trying his best to keep his distress quiet. ''i can't live without sex,'' the younger wailed. ''i constantly need it, i can't go without it for even 12 hours.''

minho cooed at him, using his right hand to wipe away the tears from his right cheek. ''you're okay, peach.''

yet again, he whimpered. ''i don't think i am.''

''we'll find something, baby,'' the older shushed, clambering off of him and pulling him into a sitting position so he could pull him to his chest. ''we'll figure it all out, we always do.''

''i'm sorry i keep bringing all these problems into your life.'' jisung sniffled.

minho sighed. ''i don't mind you bringing problems when you bring me the amount of happiness you do.'' he soothed, rubbing his clothed back.

jisung just clutched him tighter. ''i'm so hard,'' the younger whispered, absolutely humiliated. ''i can't even stop thinking about it now, like i always need something in me.''

''go take a shower, yeah?'' minho suggested. ''i don't care if you cum or not, but i think you shouldn't. we can think of a solution when you're done. how does that sound?''

he just nodded, slowly peeling himself off of his boyfriend, shuffling to the bathroom with small steps.

+

when jisung came back from the bathroom with damp hair and the same small steps, minho put out his arm for him to fit himself into, laptop perched on top of his legs.

shyly, the younger snuggled up into his side, checking what was on the screen. ''been doing a bit of research.''

''oh,'' he softly replied. ''and?''

(okay i didn't do research so if i get things wrong don't come for me giuer)

''it's usually caused by something different. shame, anxiety and depression are common causes for it,'' the older frowned as he read out the causes, pulling his boyfriend a bit closer. ''there are a lot of ways to get better from it, but we need to look at them.''

''yeah,'' jisung agreed, sniffling softly as he read the opened tab. ''thank you for helping me again, i feel like i need to repay you.'' and it was stupid how he immediately thought about giving him a blowjob.

''that's okay,'' minho denied, kissing his hair and scrolling through the website he was researching on. ''you should never feel obliged to pay me back.''

''but i will.'' he promised, thinking about the different ways he could let his boyfriend know he loves him without having to perform some sort of a sexual act.

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i went to the beach yesterday :>