ADDICT | MINSUNG ✔️

ZESENVEERTIG

soon enough minho was all the way inside, jisung grasping on to his hand while waiting for his body to adjust.

''minho,'' he called out, bored of waiting. ''do you still love me?''

the older stared at him for a moment, perplexed to the point where he got stunned in place. ''i do,'' minho said when he finally came back to his senses. ''i love you so much, i don't wanna go a day without seeing you.''

''can you stop,'' jisung started, swallowing thickly at minho's confused expression. ''can you stop loving me? please?''

''no,'' the older immediately denied. ''i'm too far, i never could. i could pretend i didn't, but i'd never be able to get over you. you break my heart just by asking me to.''

''i'm sorry,'' he apologised, bringing up a shaky hand to wipe away his tear. ''it's just- you deserve someone who doesn't have all these issues.''

minho sighed, pulling out for a moment and jisung whining softly. ''sometimes i wonder if you still love me. i really do. i get insecure and i want to close myself off from ever seeing you out of embarrassment of who i am.''

''but then i remind myself of all the times where you just want soft pecks throughout the day or when you throw yourself at me in a hug, and it doesn't seem that important anymore. it seems like no matter what happens, we'll be okay.''

jisung sniffled at his boyfriend's words, heart weighing heavy. ''i don't wanna have sex anymore,'' he admitted. ''i wanna- let me just love you for tonight.''

the older stiffened. ''won't it be bad for you? i don't want you to feel like you aren't desirable again. that feels terrible.''

he laughed sadly. ''no,'' the younger denied. ''let's just cuddle, maybe watch a movie or something.''

( wait what happened to y'all fucking :( )

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cuddling into minho, he sighed deeply. ''i love you,'' he confessed again, kissing his boyfriend's neck a few times. ''i love you so bad.''

minho giggled at how the soft kiss tickled against his skin. ''i love you too.''

''what do you think your future is going to look like?'' jisung asked, not holding himself back from continuously placing affectionate kisses on his neck.

''i'm gonna have as much cats as possible,'' minho immediately said, making him laugh fondly. ''and the whole gang will be there as well, chan and felix and seungmin and everyone else.''

''and me?'' the younger asked, not knowing wether to be scared of the answer.

''of course,'' he agreed. ''you are my future. without you, i can't stay clear headed. that day when i broke down because i tried to study and you forced me to stop, i don't know what i would've done without you there.''

jisung pulled away from his neck for a moment to peck his lips sweetly. ''i'm not that good with words, but i would probably be in a mental hospital if it weren't for you.''

minho sighed. ''i used to think soulmates didn't exist, yet here you are.''

the younger giggled with excitement, never failing to feel butterflies in his tummy at his boyfriend's words.

''you're not watching the movie.'' he opted, hiding in the older's neck again.

''neither are you,'' minho chuckled. ''i'd rather watch you.''

''are you flirting with me?'' jisung accused, knowing his cheeks were about to burst into flames by now.

''of course,'' the older confirmed. ''no matter how long we'll have been together, i will always keep flirting with you.''

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jisung wrapped felix up in a tight hug, swinging their bodies around and making his best friend yell out in pure fear.

''i did a good thing!'' he exclaimed proudly. ''i didn't take my chance to have sex.''

felix's jaw dropped before he broke out into a bright smile. ''i'm so proud,'' the younger praised, kissing jisung's cheek. ''you're working so hard for it and improving so well. are you proud of yourself?''

''yeah,'' jisung nodded when he let go. ''it feels great, it really feels like i'm making progress.''

''cause you are,'' felix agreed. ''how long did you last for?''

''must've been like,,, 36 hours.'' he grinned now that he actually realised the elongated time period.

the younger wrapped him up in another hug. ''that's so good,'' felix praised again. ''did he give you another goal?''

jisung nodded. ''he said to try 48 hours, but it would be fine if i didn't make it. he told me he thinks it's more important that i try than that i manage to do it.''

''i'm glad you're getting better, sweetheart.'' his best friend opted.

''so am i.'' he agreed.

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stop being soft for jilix challenge failed.

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