The Instabilities of our Feelings (The 100)

Chapter 60: Fragments

I thought this would be a good idea to write my idea of what Bellamy and the others did when they were up there for six years since Episode two is all about the bunker when Ethan or Bellamy is not in there at all.

Enjoy:) (this is all my storyline so I'm not following any episode as a guide for this chapter so hope it's good)

* Bellamys 6 years *

Bellamy's POV:

1 week after praimfaya

I sat by the window and watched the earth below. It's dark brown color that makes me miss the green luscious color so damm much. I wish we could go back down so bad. I missed the trees, the ground, the fresh air, Clarke, and....well I guess that's about it. I think there's someone else but I'm not sure.....oh yes my sister.

"Hey Bellamy. It's time to eat." Raven tells me and I nod my head letting her know I'll be right over.

I look back out the window one more time before getting up and head to the dining hall. I find everyone already sitting down and I sit with them. We all watch as Monty hands out our rations for us to eat.

"Alright enjoy guys. It's not a lot but it's what we got. The algae needs a little bit more time before we can start using it for food. Thank god we found some rations in some of the rooms here on the ring." Monty said to us.

We all start to eat and I hear everyone having their own conversation about different things. I felt out of place. I turned to talk to someone and found nobody there. Who did I think would be there?

"Bellamy share with me please!" I hear them say.

"Alright one bite babe that's it." I laugh and feed them some of my meal. He bites it once and then another one quickly before giving it back to me.

"Hey! I saw that!" I say and squint my eyes at them in anger. They laugh and I put my food down before tackling them in the chair to smother them with kisses.

"I'm sorry bell. Forgive me?" They ask me while giggling and I stroke their hair before saying: "of course."

I kiss their lips and we continue eating as we hold hands.

"I love you Bellamy." I hear them whisper in my ear.

I shake my head and stand up quickly making everyone look at me. I had a tear coming down my cheek and I wipe it away.

"Another one?" Raven asks me and I nod my head.

"You wanna talk about it?" She asks me. I shake my head and grab my stuff. "I'm gonna eat by the window okay?" I say and walk away.

I don't know what's wrong with me. Why can I remember and who is they?

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6 months after praimfaya

It's been 6 months and I still don't remember. Raven has been trying to jog my memory but nothing is working. I've been remembering some details with background but I still don't know who 'they' is. She keeps bringing up this boy named Ethan but I don't know and I told her to leave me alone about that and drop it.

I head over to my favorite spot on the ring which is the window facing earth. I like it because I feel closest to all my obscurities in my mind. It's also a nice place to reflect and think about other things. I've actually got into reading! I found some books stashed away in a cupboard and now I'm reading them to pass the time. Something about it though felt connected to whoever I was with before. It hurt that I couldn't piece it together.