Monday, September 16, 2019
I don't believe I will ever be enough
I wasn't enough to make him stay
Even though that's in the past and I've learned to let go
That doesn't change the fact that it happened
He left me
I couldn't make him stay
I wasn't enough
Pretty enough, smart enough, lovely enough, interesting enough, funny enough
I don't know, you fill in the blank
Whatever it was, I wasn't enough
I wasn't enough to stay for and fight for and love
So my biggest fear is to find out that you've cheated on me
Not because I don't trust you, but because I don't trust that I'll ever be enough to satisfy you
I'm just waiting.

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PoesiaPoems starting from 2019. Some of it is good, some of it is not. But I write what's in my mind and in my heart. It helps.