Monday, September 23, 2019
If
And only if
I ever drift away
It won't be because of a boyIt will be because of my pain
My lack of trust
My disappointmentI'm doing better now but that doesn't change what happened
I was abandoned
I was hurt
I was betrayed
And you let it happen
Where were you?
Why did you leave me alone?Then I asked for answers
I can't do what you want
(Relentless prayers)
If I don't know what you want
(Empty prayers)You never answered
So why did you prompt me to ask?
Ignored and abandonedNo,
If I ever drift it won't be because of a boy.
It'll be because of all the resentment, disappointment and mistrust built-up throughout the years.
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PoetryPoems starting from 2019. Some of it is good, some of it is not. But I write what's in my mind and in my heart. It helps.