Chapter Six

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Kim Taehyung's Point Of View


It' been exactly one month, 2 weeks and four days since I've had the hanahaki disease and it's starting to become uncontrollable. I have recent episodes such as choking on blood-soaked petals which results in hysterical breakdowns. It's happened more times than I can count in the past few weeks.

"Taehyung.. Taehyung... Taaaehyunggg" I snapped back to reality seeing Yoongi standing above me from where I was lying on my bed.

"Yes hyung?" I questioned as he clicked his tongue.

"Did you forget we have practice today?" I gave him a sheepish smile and muttered an unconvincing no.

I got up from my bed almost immediately tripping over my own feet but Yoongi catched me in time so I didn't fall flat on my arse.

"Thanks Yoongi" I say, getting out of his arms and walking towards my wardrobe. Yoongi just nodded his head and sat down on my messy bed, his back facing me while I change into a pair of black jeans and a medium blue coloured sweater that had sparkly silver strings sewn throughout it.

"Finished" I say as Yoongi gets up from the bed and smiles at me, though there is an underlying worry beneath it.

"Are you feeling up to it?" I nod and he wraps his arm around my shoulder and neck.

"Let's go eat breakfast, everyone else is already there" I give another nod, not bothering to say anything. I didn't want to upset my hyung by telling him I wasn't hungry. Truth is I just don't get hungry anymore, when Yoongi had to go to his schedule the other day I completely forgot about eating food for the whole day.

Today we have an all day dance practice at the studio, which is great because we get to perfect our dance routines but bad because recently I've been getting more weaker. Hoseok hyung thinks I slept for too long and became clumsy.

I know Yoongi worries enough about me for the both of us but I couldn't help but be worried for myself, I have no idea when my episodes might start happening. At any given time my disease might be revealed to all of the members.

I let out a deep sigh as I entered the kitchen and joint dining room. I sat down with Yoongi following, coming down right next to me. I felt someone squeeze my shoulder and I looked up to see Yoongi giving me an encouraging smile.

I kept my head low enough to not be able to see Jimin or Jungkook's face but not too low as to make the members believe something is wrong. Hyung and I actually spent up to an hour practicing this.

"Did you sleep alright last night Tae?" I heard Jin hyung ask and I turned my head in the direction of his voice.

"I woke up once during the night to go to the bathroom, sorry if I disturbed you hyung" Jin hyung nodded slowly before continuing to eat what he had put on his plate.

I lifted my head a little afterwards to look at what was for breakfast but I didn't really feel like eating anything.

"Taehyung-ah eat something" I heard Hoseok hyung say in between mouthfuls. I scratched the back of my neck.

"I'm not really hungry right now hyung" I heard Yoongi sigh next to me. Out of the corner of my eye I saw him pick up a blueberry muffin and place it on my plate.

"Here, eat this at least" I gave in because I didn't want to worry my hyung and ended up eating maybe three quarters of it. The rest of the group looked on with weird facial expressions at our interaction. I think that they think that we are a couple. Jin hyung was the most suspicious. He had actually pulled us aside yesterday and said, I quote;

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