'Inevitable' Taekook Fanfiction

Chapter Ten

Kim Taehyung's Point Of View

My alarm went off at 6:40am this making pulling me out of a somewhat peaceful sleep. I let out a groan as I rolled over too far and landed on the floor again with absolute grace.

"Man, I have got to stop doing that!" I exclaim as I pull myself to my feet and headed out of my room and towards the bathroom. When I stopped in front of the mirror, I was met with a face that almost made me jump out of my skin. My complexion was pale and well it looked like I was dead. My cheekbones were more defined from not the weight I've lost recently and there were dark circles under my eyes. Letting out a sigh I turned the cold water tap on and washed my face with the help of the towel near.

I had woken up during the middle of the night to my disease having 'fun' as it would say. It scared me deeply as I thought that it might have been it, I could have died right then and there. Alone, scared and nothing but the feelings of cold and emptiness. I could have croaked it without being able to say goodbye to anyone, I didn't want that, it may be quite selfish but I didn't want to die alone.

Shaking my head of the consuming dark thoughts that ran through my mind I made my way back to my room and pulled on black pants and a white and red patterned collar shirt. To top of my look, I threw a fluffy white scarf around my neck. I grabbed my phone off the bedside table and headed downstairs to be greeted by a half asleep Jimin who just waved mindlessly before heading out the front door. I decided that I wasn't very hungry this morning and so I just grabbed a protein oat bar and was about to leave before a voice stopped me.

"Yah Taehyungie, eat something more nutritious!" Jin Hyung.

"Sorry Hyung, I'm not that hungry this morning. I'll have a bigger lunch okay!" I yelled back before opening the front door and rushing to the black van parked in front of the dorm.

"Morning Taehyung" Manger Hyung said as I got into the seat behind him.

"Morning" I yawned out as I picked out some snow that had found it's way onto the top of my hair. It didn't take too long to get to the studio so I decided that looking out the window would be the best option. The snow which had apparently started an hour ago looked beautiful as it fell onto the Earth, it was like when you sprinkled icing sugar on the top of the cake.

The vocal session ended up being as exciting as learning about some big event in history that was like a gallizion years ago. Only major thing was that I was told to look after my throat better as it ended up cracking a few times. I knew the instructor thought it was because it was winter right now but the real reason was because the hurt and strain it endured during the episodes.

"Hey Manger Hyung, can you drop me off at the dance studio, I'll be fine walking back to the dorm on my own, please?" He nodded and changed lanes to drop me off before letting everyone go back to the dorm. I told the rest of the members this and they agreed to it as I said I wanted to get more practice in so I know my limits after hurting my ankle the other time.

I ran inside quickly after getting out of the van covering my face more with the scarf. I was being careful as to not get a cold, I didn't want to get even more sick than I already am because then I could get hospitalised. Checking my phone, I saw that it was almost noon, even if my mind and body were already exhausted, I booked one of the rooms for five hours so I wouldn't fall behind as much on the choreography. As soon as my phone was connected to the speaker I started stretching before going through the different choreographies.

As I started the 6 run through of the third song, Idol, I felt my breathing become more unstable then it already was. I knew I should probably have a break already but I couldn't, my mind was holding on like claws and kept telling me to continue or I would become more of a failure than I already was. I didn't want to bring down the other members because of my incompetence, for however long I have left I needed to do my best and be my best.