When i look back,
When i don't feel like crawling ahead,
When every door seems to be locked,
When they act like I'm not even there,
When even while i smile, i feel pretty dead,
When I can't look humans in the eye,
When i quit even before i try.
I look back to realise,
I have crossed this path before.
When i drown in self hatred,
it refreshes my soul.
And a new me is born.
I pass him my crown,
Hoping he won't end up being the same as me.
Hoping he would hear my plea.
And i know it's all in my head.
But where else should I go!