my little life ^_^

MY FIRST CRUSH

I ran fast towards him. I shook his body. And, called him Kyungsoo - ya.....yaah! Do Kyungsoo. but thre was no change. he lied there with his eyes closed. I poured water on his face roughly. then he slightly moved and tried to open his eyes. I placed down the water and again called him Kyungsoo- ya are you okay? he tried to answer, but he was unable to do it. then I tried to sit him in the chair. and gave him water to drink.

Me: kyungsoo are all right?

kyungsoo: yeah....I'm fine.

Me: do you want me to take you to the hospital?

kyungsoo: no, idiot. I'm just fine.

Me: then, why the hell you fell down...?

kyungsoo: I ate nothing from the morning. I guess it made me to fell down. I'm very hungry Ji Woo-ya!!

(the moment he called me that way, I felt like I was reborn)

Me: how many times I have told you never forget to eat.....!!!

kyungsoo: I was so upset and felt guilty. It felt like that, I'm carrying something very heavy in my heart. So, as soon as I woke up, I just ran to see you.

Me: Kyungsoo- ya....!!! I'm sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you.

kyungsoo: It's okay. I understood things.... Now, just please go and bring something to eat idiot!

Me: ok ok.....you sit here, I will bring you something to eat.

I went to bring something. I bought a orange juice for him. I gave it to him. He grabbed it and drink it like he was in starvation for the past fifteen days. I take life as so easy when he is around me. I forget about everything and will enter into a Kyungsoo world. It is not easy to maintain this friendship... people won't believe us. they make fun of us. Sometimes they will cross the line. because, it is almost like a custom no girl and boy can remain as friends forever. ultimately they will fall in love. UGH....!!! I'm just fed up with this people.

when he finished his drink...I asked him again whether he is okay or should we go to the hospital. he replied with a fire in his eyes...won't you listen moron!! I'm perfectly fine now. let's go. we stood up and about to leave. I grabbed mine and his things and turned to leave. he walked a bit, but I wasn't move an inch. I stood there like someone have poured fevicol under my shoes.

yeah...!!!! I saw a guy who played with his little dog. he was that handsome and cute, even against my will, my two eyes kept on staring at him. Kyungsoo turned and looked at me.

kyungsoo: yaahh Ji Woo !

Me: What?

kyungsoo: what happened..you standing there for five minutes and you look so scary....

Me: yeah....!!! coming.

Just a minute ago everything was fixed in my life properly. I was so happy for having Kyungsoo my side. we both safeguarded the JISOO relation just now. Everything was just fine until I met that guy....!!!! I started to have a crush on him. I agree I have so many crushes in my life. starting from Lee Min Ho to Park Seo Joon, I have quite a long list. However in reality for the first time I'm having crush on someone.

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let's see how this little crush life goes on. love you exols !!!!!