my little life ^_^

CRUSH OR LOVE

having crush in college days are like something which makes you feel happy in your later life. exactly, that's what happening with me. I'm seriously having crush on someone.

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The next day, we both went to the college. that was a freaking boring class. yes...it's about political science and international obligation. my professor came with a blade and started to cut my neck or I can put in other words.... before taking classes he gave everyone a sleeping tablet. :(.

But, I agreed with him at one point, where, he said the words of Bentham's Utilitarian theory, the humans are in want of maximizing their happiness, that is to say the greatest happiness to the greatest number. it is true. Because everyone in the world are in want of happiness, who will voluntarily have sadness? . Right now my happiness is to thinking about my crush :P. later, bell rang. and we went to the canteen. Kyungsoo ordered a pizza and I just ordered a lemon juice. I went to pick up the order and came back to my table. And I was shocked. oh my gosh ! it's my crush....!!!!! :O.

Kyungsoo : oiiiii. what are you up to? give it to me

Me: hahaha.. here you go.

( I was so confused. he is sitting near my chair and I have to behave properly to create a good image)

Kyungsoo : yaahhh..Jeon ji woo! where are you? what is happening... you are behaving like a psycho today

(sound of glass breaking... when Kyungsoo said that, he turned towards me to have a look at my face)

Me: (in a calm manner....) no....... nothing. I was jus thinking about some random things.

Kyungsoo: ohhh.... so, you are saying that, you have a brain. Okay !

( he smiled a little when he heard kyungsoo. Ugh.... kyungsoo is literally killing today. he is in a mission of demonstrating my good image and impression which, i tried to build a little)

Me: hahahaha Kyungsoo, that was not funny. now shut up and eat.

Kyungsoo : Okay ! chill !

We walked out of canteen. we sat on a bench. suddenly, Kyungsoo started to say something.... so, his name is kim Jongin. But, people call him as Kai. he doesn't has many friends. he loves music like me. and actually we both are in the music band in our college. Actually he is a very good dancer. I would say, he is a dancing machine. And yeah! he is handsome, dashing, charming young man who steals every girls heart. I think yours is safe right?.

From the start to the end, my lower jaw almost dropped. my eyes were wide open. my face become pinkish.

Kyungsoo: will you please close your mouth?!

Me: How did you know !!!

Kyungsoo : I'm your half brain. and I know everything. including what you are thinking, whom you are seeing and having crush....hahahaha!!!!!

Me: Kyungsoo- ya..you are brilliant.

Kyungsoo : yeah ! I know.

(we both laughed at each other, after a long grave silent. But, Kyungsoo said something that, confused me. he actually asked me)

Kyungsoo : Are sure you are jus having crush on Kai?

Me: of course. what else can it be?

Kyungsoo : Love?

(I didn't expect that answer from him)

Me: what? are you serious. do you think I can do such things.

Kyungsoo : what is wrong in loving someone. see, it is not a sin.

Me: Okay... but why are you asking this to me?

Kyungsoo : Because, I could see something different. it is not like your first time to have crush on someone. But, this time it seems to be something different...!!!

Me: you mean, I'm in love with him?

(he shrugged. and I slightly distracted the topic as I felt shy)

Me: whatever... now let's go. the class is going to start.

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love is everywhere, just open your heart and be true to it. good night guys. hope you enjoy this.