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COME BACK.....!!!

kim jongin...................

what happened.....!!???? jongin-ah, tell me something. why did you drop your phone? say something. are you okay? Kim Jongin, look at me!!, Kyungsoo was screaming and I was totally lost. I don't know what to do now! I can't even imagine this moment. I prefer death than hearing this about my Ji Woo. what i'm gonna do?. I was not able to think about any other thing, but Ji Woo. I started screaming. my emotions went out of control. oh God! can't this be my dream. please someone wake me up. I never wanted Ji Woo to get hurt even in my dream! Ji Woo-ya.. Andwae.(it can't happen). I will not let you go.....!!

Kyungsoo-ya..... jjjj.jjjiiiii..

tell me what happened?

Kyungsoo.. Ji Woo!!! met with an accident!. she was hit by a big truck. she injured her head badly. now she is in the hospital Kyungsoo..!!!! , and I started cry aloud. everyone there present stared at me. when Kyungsoo heard that, he was in the same situation as of mine. he stood helpless.

no way, Jongin-ah. I think there is some misunderstanding. I talked with her, she said, she will be here so soon. no jongin you misheard things. I know, nothing happened with her. just be chill, Kyungsoo said.

I grabbed his shoulder and shouted at him. Kyungsoo, listen to me, it's true. even I cannot believe this. it was not a misunderstanding. someone called me, through Ji Woo's mobile. they told me about everything. i can understand you Kyungsoo. please hold on to you. we have to go to the hospital.

he looked into my eyes. he spelt out Ji Woo's name, he cried and screamed historically, 'Ji Woo, how this can happen to you!'. and then he hugged me. we both were out of our control. then i grabbed his hand tightly and said, 'we have to go, don't worry nothing will happen' he looked at me with a kind of deep trust in his eyes on my words.

as soon as possible we tried to get to the hospital. when we reached the hospital, i ran fast and asked to a nurse about Ji Woo. she said, she is in the ICU and we cannot see her right now. Kyungsoo asked, is she okay? what happened to her? she will be fine right? tell me something please!!!! he started crying.

of course, he did. Kyungsoo and Ji Woo were like a family. they mean a lot to each other. they care for each other more than they do for themselves. they have a lot of happy and sweet memories. and i promised JI Woo to give the same, happy life till my last breath. I have never thought this would happen. now i'm afraid that, what if i failed to give that life. i will not forgive myself. i prayed to the God with my overwhelming tears. Ji Woo-ya don't go anywhere. please Come Back to me.

the Nurse said, her head was injured badly. the doctors are treating her. we cannot say anything now. please be calm. they will do their best.

Kyungsoo-ya uljima (don't cry). she will be alright. you know her right, she is too bold and strong enough to face this. you just see she will make it. she will sit with us and flash that energetic smile which she does always. we can make it all together. stay strong.....!!!!

however i failed to convince him. he didn't stop crying. meanwhile the doctors came out. we ran to them and asked about Ji Woo. doctor what happened to her. is she fine? nothing happen right?

calm down you both first. you two have to be strong. she is not fine right now. she has to undergo a surgery. her head is injured badly. and she lost too much of blood. So, it is quite difficult to say anything at this moment. we will make sure to give our best. and the rest is in the hands of God. let's pray all together.

after hearing that me and Kyungsoo were literally broken into pieces. our heart and mind resisted to accept the things happening around us. Kyungsoo lost his balance and he sat on a chair, without his knowledge tears were leaked out. the Doctor explained thing about the surgery and after that, i signed the documents. they quickly ran inside the ICU again. i sat near Kyungsoo, holding his hands tightly, trying to console him. But, I know it is not that easy. Because, we can't even think of a world without Ji Woo!!

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this is how it feels when we are about to loss someone. the though of their non existence in our life will kill us more and more. but we cannot deny the fact that, no one in this world can live permanently...!!!!!