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Kyungsoo......

Jongin was holding my hands, and I didn't stop crying. because I couldn't. I feel like, my part of me is absent. I feel bad for Jongin. because, he liked her more than I do. he envisioned a life with Ji Woo. he wanted to hold her hands and walk to the edge of their life. Ji Woo means a lot for both of us. he is also having the pain as of mine inside his heart. the difference is I'm crying to let the pain go out, but he is not.

later, the doctors came out. we looked at them with full of trust in our eyes. we wanted them to say something that could help with our pain. Jongin went to the doctors and asked about Ji Woo.!!!

Doctor, what happened? how is Ji Woo now!? she is fine right?.

yes, she is now okay. but not completely, the doctor said.

that words changed the lamentable state. I don't care about the rest of the words, not completely. she is alive that itself is more than enough for me. my Ji Woo is back!! what else I need.

what you mean by not completely Doctor, I don't understand, Jongin asked.

Ah.. well, nothing serious. she had undergone a big surgery. so, it will take time for her to make a come back, I mean be in a conscious state. Probably she may open her eyes by tomorrow. you have to be very careful with her from now on. because, she may not be the same girl, that you know already. she may forget things in her past or in the recent times, the doctor said.

you mean she will forget everything doctor. like completely. she will not remember anything?., Jongin asked with a deep pain and palpitated voice.

we will know that, once she opens her eyes and comes to the full conscious and mind. we hope for the best. And right away, don't force her to recollect things, because it won't be easy for her. Because it will make things worse than now and it would be difficult for her to endure things. keep watch her closely. if anything happens immediately just inform us. we will intimate you when to try things in order to make herself the one you people know. don't worry, the doctor said and left.

Jongin, sat and cried, simultaneously he smiled. and I was able to feel that happiness through his eyes. Kyungsoo-ya....!!! I told you right, she will be back. she is going to make it. I know her, she is so bold, he said.

yes, Jongin-ah she did it. i'm so happy. we didn't lose her. our Ji Woo will be with us. neomu haengboghae!! (i'm really so happy).

when the nurse, came out, we asked her to see Ji Woo. she agreed and said, without disturbing her you can do. don't make noise or anything.

sure!!, Jongin said and ran into the room and I followed him. we went in. she was sleeping on her bed, the girl who is always energetic, talkative, who never fails to have a smiling face. now, she is all quite. I looked at her and said, Ji Woo-ya welcome back. and then I smiled at Jongin. I will leave, you can sit here with her. i'll check the further formalities and things. take care of her Jongin-ah!!! then I left the room.

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the feel of dying, when you about to loss something, without which your life is meaningless, will give you the feel of extreme happiness, when you save the same. just, keep on fighting for the things important in your life guys !!!!

HWAITING...!!!!!!