my little life ^_^

BE WITH YOU

Ji Woo.....

I don't know what happened to me after I was crushed by that truck. but, onething I know that, both Kyungsoo and Jongin have undergone lot of mental trauma. they experienced bad things. I too wish this to be a dream, but the reality kicks out that thought. right now I could feel the presence of Jongin near me. I don't know once I open my eyes, what will happen. I just hope for the best thing to happen in this worst situation.

I could feel the sense of Jongin touching my hands, he hold it tightly with his hands. he cried silently seeing my face. he touched my forehead gently. his hands were so warm. he came close to me and whispered in my ears that, Ji Woo-ya, you are here with me now. seeing you like this makes my heart so warm. I don't know what will happen when you see me, will you remember me or not. whatever the situation may be i'll stand by you always at any cost.

I will try cent percent to keep my promise that, i'll walk with you to the end of our life. I will not let you go, even if you want me to do so.
few minutes after, he couldn't hold things,so, he exploded his heart's words. Ji Woo-ya this is too cruel. he took my hand and placed it across his chest and said, it pains here Ji Woo-ya. A lot. seeing you like this. you know one thing, my heart even wants you to stay like this. see how selfish, you made me. please Ji Woo, try your best to remember me... huh!? i'll be waiting for you! Hwaiting.. huh!!!

And then he smiled at me with full of tears in his eyes. I was sleeping there helplessly. i don't know what life is going to give to me, and take from me.....!!!!

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you can be happy even without the things you want in your life. but it will become so cruel, when the same thing is present in your life and you cannot enjoy the same.
To overcome that, just pretend you are unaware of that presence in your life!