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His Smiling Face!!

ji woo...

I was sitting in my class, thinking about Kyungsoo, how he found out this!! have I done something crazy that, gave a clue to him. but, it's not possible. because, I'm a good secret keeper. then, how this happened. something is wrong.

suddenly my thinking process was stopped and someone entered the class. I guess he's a substitute faculty, as my actual faculty was staying in a hospital for more than a week. he came and stand near the table, took his attendance. Again, I started to investigate my thought process. suddenly, I felt someone's touch on my body. I turned back with a atmost irritated face, as if I'm going to burn them down. when I actually turned back, suddenly, I felt a calm, smooth wind touching and playing all over my body. my eyes were filled with happiness as if I attained salvation. my lips were denied to close my mouth

whaa!!! ki...ki..kim...jongin. I whispered mildly.

he's calling your name dude, answer it, jongin said. (still, unable to say anything I quietly turned to answer my attendance).

Yes sir., I said.

The staff started yelling at me, how many times I called out your name, physically present mentally absent?, he asked. I was like, yes sir... but I couldn't tell that :P. I stood and said sorry sir, I was lost in my thoughts (I was lost seeing kim jongin sir....). sit down, don't repeat it again, he said. I sat on my desk, seeing down my note book. I was literally blushing. I couldn't control my feelings, I was about to cry. my heart was about burst, as if it met with an accident. it was like a dream. can you imagine, your crush sitting at the back and even touched you.

I'm sure i'm going to die within few minutes. I turned back to see him one last time, so that I can remember his face forever. when I turned back, he smiled at me and he looked into my eyes. (I was confused) I too smiled lightly and then started to hunting words after few seconds, I said "thank you!". He winked at me and said, cool!! I smiled again unlike the first smile, it was a large smile. then I turned back and realized that my soul already died. it was on the air, looking at me.... Ji woo-ya I'm going, I couldn't hold my breath, it said.

when I said, don't go, the whole class turned and stared at me. I looked at everyone, simply shrugged and smiled. They turned back. I gave a deep breath, so that I really won't die. the bell rang, the staff went out. I rested my back in the desk. he asked, where is Kyungsoo? it felt like a familiar name, Kyungsoo. then my soul slapped me and said idiot. I came to the reality and turned to face him. AaahhhhKyungsoo!!! he is on leave. Why?, he asked. he is sick, I said.

ohh really?, he said. yes, he was not feeling well for the past two days and I asked him to stay at home. that nerd!, he said and went a little back. I could see that, he worried for Kyungsoo, then came back and asked can we go and see him today... if you don't mind?, he asked. I stumbled and blinked.

what? tell me yes or no, can we?.

yeah! sure we can.

I turned back. Actually his voice was so smooth, gentle, calm. when his words enter my ear, it was so divine. I wanted to hear it again, so I turned back, this time I, rested my hands on his desk and I placed my face on my hands.

But why you wanna see him? I asked. he came close and he too placed his hands on desk folded and asked, did Kyungsoo said anything about a dance show. I said, yeah, he told me he is goin to participate. yeah! we are going to participate. so, I have to ask him regarding this. I wish, he is fine to participate, 'coz it's very great chance for us, he said. don't worry he'll be alright. you both are going to rock it, after that I gave a very happy smile.

we both looked into each others eyes and smiled. Slowly I turned back and went back. It feels so good now. my heart and mind is filled with overwhelming happiness. Everything is easy in life, it's upto us to taking it in the same or making it hard. now, I really don't want to complicate things and make it hard. I simply gonna let my heart enjoy this moment.

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It's been a long time.... still I tried my best. hope you all enjoy it !