Living My Fantasy

#SaSha

An unexpected update?
An update that no one saw coming
Not even me!
But why this update????
Read read! And you'll find away.
SANAM & Sanah have given me BEST Farewell gift possible!❤️❤️

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Zara dekho to kaise sabhi ladkiyo ke saath dance Kar raha hai! Ek baar performance hojane do, I swear use chhodungi nahi! I made a mental note while seeing Sanam dancing on Kangna Tera Ni. I understand it's his brother's wedding, to dance Karena. Ab har ladkiyo ke haath pakar Kar unke kangne ko point out karna zaroori hai? That, too with those cheeky flirty expression! Huh! I carried a childlike frown watching his performance.

"Kitna cute lagraha hai, Sanam! Apne nautanki mein spotlight legaya." Meera chuckled keeping her hand on my shoulder. I gave a balanced smile, na Kam, na zyada.

Jitni nautanki karni hai karlo, beta. Jab tumhari yeh nautanki khatam hogi na, tab mera tamashaa shuru hoga. I was looking at his dancing figure with an I-will-kill-you smile.

But all this while I was feeling a little weird, like someone was watching me. Performance toh stage pe chal rahi hai, to mujhe kaun dekh raha hai? I looked around for some clue and then heard some murmuring voice coming from back.

"Yahi hai woh.."

Woh who? Me?

Intrigued by it I concentrated on the murmurs.

"Yeh?" Another lady asked in audible whisper.

"Haa.. kayi mahino tak Samar aur Sanam ke saath rehti thi, unke ghar par."

"Maine to suna dono saath hai, ek doosre ko pasand karte."

I don't know in what manner they were talking about me but it didn't feel good to me. I felt a knot in my stomach.

Meera nudged me, "Ayee Kya hua?"

I shook my head in response, giving her a brief smile.

She narrowed her eyes unconvinced from my reply and with her expression it seemed she also started listening to what I was.

"Ab Inka Kya pasand aur napasand?" I heard them chuckle, "Roz jhagadte the studio mein. My son works there, usne bola. Inka to break up bhi hogaya tha kisi model k wajah se.. par dekho, abhi bhi yeh Shaadi mein hai."

"Tch... rumours bhi hosakte hai, ache dost bhi hosakte hai."

Meera's face looked really displeased after hearing the conversation. She was about to turn but I held her hand signing her to ignore it.

And the woman gossiping about me concluded with the epic line, "Jo bhi ho, Hume Kya?"

I left out a humourless chuckle. After hearing their conversation, I wanted to be alone for sometime. I turned to walk but Meera stopped me, "kaha jaa rahi hai?"

"Bus waha.." I pointed at some distance.

"Kyu?"

I blink a few times and licked my lips which felt dry, "uhm..woh..mera performance hai na. So anxiety kicking in." I chuckled, "I need to get over it. I'll be back." I assured and walked away from the crowd to a corner.

After Ameera left, I was so cut off with my surrounding that I didn't even know what people were talking about me. Yeah.. once I heard from Sahil that Sanam and my break-up news were hot topic in media for some days but I didn't know there might be such backstory circling around as well. Finding a bench nearby I sat on it, heaving a long sigh I closed my eyes leaning back on the bench till my head rested on it.