you're special to me •sonny robertson

veintisies

i waved at the car that drove away with my favourite people in it. harvey and i had gotten closer as well so that was a bonus. i turned around to see syd in brook's hoodie and sobbing quietly.

i engulfed her in a hug before getting her on my back and running upstairs, with only a slight struggle. her laughs were so loud and that made me smile. once we got to the stairs i started to struggle a lot.

syd didn't help any better with her laughing which was making me laugh and in the end, slowing us down.

once i eventually got upstairs i nearly fell back down them as i saw all my things being carried out and past me down the stairs. "what's happening?" i heard syd ask. a police man came and syd jumped down off my back but still stayed behind me.

"are you olivia white?" the police man asked syd. she looked at him and shook her head, pointing to me.

"no i'm olivia, is everything okay?" i asked stepping towards the flat. "olivia rachel white you are under arrest for murder" the police man read my rights to me as he put me in handcuffs.

"wait what? olivia's not done anything!" syd shouted as he pulled me downstairs and into their police van.

my heart was racing, a million beats a minute. how could i murder someone? i felt anxiety rise up in my chest as i felt the walls close in on me. i've not had an anxiety attack since i started seeing sonny again.

my breathing got deeper and quicker and the police man must have noticed as i shouted back if i was okay. i couldn't answer as i thought about if i went to jail.

it would ruin my life. i wanted to have kids, get married, live in a nice house with nice neighbours, take my kids to the park and for ice cream. i wanted to have an amazing wedding with a beautiful dress.

i wanted all that, with sonny. i can't have any of that if i'm in jail. i felt the van stop and light get into the back of the van again.

i still couldn't breathe and i could heat what the police were saying. my vision started to fade and then i saw black.

i woke back up not where i hoped, but in a jail cell. i saw a police woman walk over to me. "hello olivia are you alright to come in for your first interrogation? i'm officer charles" she asked. i nodded and slowly got up. she took my arm and guided me to the interrogation room.

i was asked to sit in a seat across from them. i was taken out the handcuffs as they locked the door and turned on the recording equipment.

"okay can you just state your name and date of birth please" officer charles asked. okay that's easy i know that. "my name is olivia rachel white and my date of birth is the 7th of the 9th 1998" i said shakily.

who wouldn't be nervous if they were getting accused for murder.

"okay olivia what were you doing on wednesday the twelfth?" she asks as i try and remember. that was the day liz died.

"from when i woke up to the end of the day?" i asked.
she nodded. "i woke up with my roommate sydney, my boyfriend sonny, her boyfriend ryan and our friends brooklyn, andy and jack. they had all stayed the night. it was basically one big sleepover."

"sonny and i had an argument in the morning and i decided to go visit two friends, liz and charlie," my heart hurt when i said her name. "they were customers at the cafe i work at." i started.

"they always come in at the same time everyday so i went to the cafe to see them but they weren't there, am i going into too much detail?" i asked.

"no that's great keep going" officer charles replied.

"i got told from my co worker liam, that liz had been rushed into hospital so i went there but she died just as i got there. i walked charlie, her husband, to their daughters and then went home. i had a small argument with the other then we made up and i told them what happened. we then went to sleep." i finished.