Unknown Reasons [Michael Clifford]

Chapter Six

I curled up into a ball with a blanket in my parents hotel room. My mother kept laying right beside me. My heart hurts. My heart feels nothing just the feeling like I just lost someone, specifically Lily.
It already has been a week since she went missing. I've been dreaming about her. She kept telling me that she's alright. I would cuddle with her in my dream. I never wanted to wake up.
"Mikey, please eat your food, you're starving yourself." My mother said. "I'm not hungry." I said every time I tried eating, I would feel the need to throw up. "Come on, at least a little. " my mother forced me to eat. I don't blame her, I haven't ate since yesterday but I threw up all over the floor in the bathroom, I didn't make it to the toilet.
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I get a text from Sam. 'Can Harry and I come over?' 'Yeah, I guess.' I texted back.
After awhile there was a knock on the door. My mother went to open it. Of course the door wasn't far from the bed but she knew I wouldn't get up and answer it. "You look awful." Harry said. I gave him a dirty look. "Look, Mikey. I'm really worried and really scared but I want to think about something else right now." Samantha said sitting next to me. I sit up. "I can't even do anything, I can't even eat, sleep or anything, I just feel like I want to stay in bed but I have to look for her, but my parents aren't letting me go out." I said to Sam. I knew she's having a rough time too, and I feel really bad. "If I hadn't gone out that day with her, all this would have not happened." I said laying back down on the bed. "Michael, it isn't your fault. There are unknown reasons why things like this happen." Harry said. "You make it sound like she's dead, but she's not." I almost yell at Harry. "I'm not saying it like that." Harry defended himself. Sam touched my shoulder. I turn around and give her hug. "I'm sorry." I said coming to my senses.
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The next day I was kind of well rested. I had Sam and Harry in the hotel room with me until my mother told them they had to go.
Now that I've changed, I was going out to find her. I sneaked out before my mother wakes up. I see that my father hadn't come back yet since yesterday morning.
I had a dream of Lily last night again. She told me to eat and rest well and that she was alright. She stayed with me in the hotel room running her fingers through my hair. It felt like she was really close to me.
I saw a playground across the street . I walked across after I looked both ways. I sat on the swing and looked around. I remembered the time when Lily and I went to a playground. We ran around like little kids. She sat on the swing and I slightly pushed her. She would talk about how she would raise awarenesses and how she could change the world.
I sigh and get up and walked back to the hotel room.

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Aww, Mikey! :(
I'm making myself cry here.