Sing to me

19

~Stephanie's pov~
The presentation finished about an hour ago. I'm sitting on a bench outside of school waiting to see ruel, however I don't think he's going to show up. It's time for me to go home.

I start to walk home and I look up at the sky and see a menacing cloud. The rain must be coming back. Unfortunately I don't have an umbrella so I guess I'm just going to have to deal with the rain.

I looked as my feet as I walked. I'm so dumb, thinking that he would take me back. I broke his heart and simultaneously broke my own. The rain becomes heavier and heavier until it's pouring. My feet hit the ground with a splash as they land in the puddles.

I could've had it all. I couldn't had the perfect summer but I've ruined it for myself. Now all I'm going to do is sit inside and mope.

As I get closer to my house I see a figure on my porch. I'm not wearing my glasses so my long distance vision is fuzzy. As I get closer the figure starts to form. Tall, probably 6"4, wet hair falling at the sides of his face, nervously pacing around my front garden. He's here.

I start to walk faster and faster until I reach him. He hasn't noticed me yet and continues to walk around.
"I love you" I scream through the sound of the rain.

His head immediately swivels as his eyes meet mine.
"You do?" He says not believing it.

I gulp. "Yes. I love you. I love you a lot. I grew up thinking that no one would ever fall in love with me so I was just so closed off to the idea, but now I know. Now I know I love you more than anything in the world. You are the reason I wake up everyday. The first thing I think about is you." I say tears falling down my face.

Ruel takes two large stride over and reaches me.
"I love you" he says, hands either side of my face.
"I love you too" I say with a smile finally forming.
"Say it again" he says with his eyes closed
" I love you too. I love you too. I love you too." I say tears still falling.
He leans in and kisses me. Different from any other of our kisses. Desperate, like we needed each other to survive.
"Jump" he says between the kiss.
I do as he says and wrap my legs around his waist as his hands wrest on my bum.
We continue to kiss into my house. My parents went on a trip for a couple days this morning so the house is empty.

We stumble through the front for and up the stairs, not once leaving each other.
"I love you" I say as I kiss him
"I could live every single day of my life hearing you say that" he says as he places me on the bed.
"As long as you say it back" I smile pulling him towards me. His arms trace down my back and up my dress. I tug his shirt signalling for him to take it off.  He takes the hint and starts to take it off but stops, "only if you take off yours" he smiles signalling to my dress.
"No fair you have pants on" I say with a playful frown. He quickly leans down and takes off his jeans before signalling for me too.

I rip off my dress revealing me red bra and panties. His eyes widen and he quickly takes his shirt off.
"Holy shit your hot" he says as he leans back down to kiss me. I giggle under my breath as his lips attack mine.

My arms scratch up and down his back and his are around my waist. His arms slowly reach up to back of my bra and his eyes look at me for permission. I nod my head and signal him to take it off. At first he has trouble, but then he's able to to get it unclipped. I slide the bra off my arms and eyes are so wide they look like they could fall out.

I pull him towards me and connect our lips once again. Then it happened. I lost my virginity to my love. It was awkward and weird but he made it seem normal. He was kind and gentle and passionate.