I Don't Want To Be Here - Billdip

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It became a regular thing for Dipper to hang out with the Cipher Triplets. In fact, he had continued to hang out with then in and outside of school for the entire first month of school.

They hadn't done much other than eat at the Diner after school and explore the woods around Gravity Falls. Dipper was careful to keep them away from the Mystery Shack. He was hoping they forgot about the Mystery Shack by now.

Something that also became regular was Gideon bullying Dipper. He had been careful to do it when the Cipher brothers weren't around. And he constantly threatened Dipper about telling anyone. Especially Bill, Kill, and Will.

Today had been one of Dipper's less exciting days. He was forced to walk to school as his bike had a flat. Ford reluctantly let him walk, as long as he kept his location of his phone on and called him once he got to school.

Gideon hadn't been able to catch Dipper in the morning, as he arrived around the same time as the Cipher Brothers. Dipper thought it felt nice not to start the day by getting beaten up and degraded by Gideon. Of course, that moment, or rather moments, of freedom didn't last long.

During his last class Dipper had gotten up to use the bathroom. Class still had about twenty-five minutes left. He was ready for school to be over. He was supposed to hang out with the Cipher Brothers after school again.

As he finished his business he heard the door to the bathroom open. He glanced over and saw none other than Gideon.

"Well hello Star Boy. I missed you this morning." Gideon said as he approached Dipper. Dipper backed away from Gideon, wishing he had just held it and went to the bathroom when he got out of school.

Eventually Dipper made contact with the cold wall.

"I heard a little rumor about you today Star Boy." Gideon said as he walked closer to Dipper.

"I heard you were a little fag." Gideon said. Dipper's eyes went wide.

Did Will or Kill tell anyone? No, they couldn't have. They wouldn't do that. But how did he know? Dipper thought.

"So...is it true Star Boy?" Gideon asked. Dipper stayed silent, closing his eyes tightly, waiting for the blow.

He felt Gideon's hand smack him across the face.

"Answer me fag." Gideon said. Dipper continued to stay silent, worried about what Gideon would do if he said yes. Or even, if he tried to deny it.

This time, it was a blow to the face, but a rough punch to the stomach.

The rough blow and the fact that Dipper had recently had food was enough to make Dipper vomit. He was somewhat thankful the vomit didn't make it to Gideon's clothes, as he was afraid of what Gideon might do if he were to vomit on him.

Gideon began to laugh as Dipper vomited.

"I'll take that as a yes." He said cruelly.

"Oh, this will make things so much more fun." Gideon said. He kicked Dipper in the ribs, making him collapse again.

"Well Star Boy, I'm going to have some fun with you soon. But for now, I'll let you have a little time to yourself." Gideon said, in a mock nice voice.

"If you speak a word of this to anyone about this, I will make sure you can't speak another word for the rest of your pathetic life. Assuming you don't do the world a favor and end your miserable life now." Gideon said.

He gave Dipper another kick "for good measure" before leaving the bathroom.

Dipper slowly pushed himself up after about four minute of being curled in a ball next to his own vomit. He felt sore all over his stomach, chest, and the left side of his face.

He pulled himself up to the mirror and cleaned the vomit off his face. He also got vomit on his hoodie, a simple black hoodie. Dipper didn't care for the hoodie much so he threw it in the trashcan.

Once Dipper was satisfied with his appearance he stepped out of the bathroom.

He made his way back to class slowly, checking his phone, which he thankfully didn't keep in his hoodie pocket. He had been in the bathroom for over twenty minutes. School was almost over.

He walked back into class. Everyone was talking, all of them were standing up out of their desks with their backpacks.

"Hey, th-there you-you ar-re. We-We were w-w-worried ab-bout y-you." Will said as Dipper walked back to his table.

"Yeah, what happened man. You were gone for half the class, did you fall in?" Kill asked.

"No...just felt...sick. I threw up on my hoodie. Ended up throwing it away. I didn't really like it that much anyway." Dipper said.

"A-Are you sure-ure you-you want-t to h-hang out-t with-ith us to-to-today? We c-c-can re-resched-dule." Will said.

"No, it's ok. I'm fine now." Dipper said.

Just then the bell rang.

"Well, let's stop standing around and go." Kill said, although he looked a little concerned for Dipper as well.

Dipper just nodded, grabbing his stuff and following the two boys out of the class.

They met up with Bill at the front of the school who walked next to Dipper, behind Kill and Will.

"You alright Pine Tree?" Bill asked.

"Yeah, I'm fine, why?" Dipper asked.

"You just look...like you're in pain or something." Bill said.

"He threw up during our last class." Kill said. Bill looked from Kill to Dipper.

"Oh no, you're not sick are you? We can always hang out another day. We should get you home so you can rest." Bill said.

"No, I'm fine now. I think it was just something I ate. I'm fine now." Dipper said. Although he shivered in the cold autumn breeze.

"You look cold, what happened to your hoodie?" Bill asked.

"I got puke on it so I threw it away. I didn't like that hoodie anyway." Dipper shrugged.

Bill took off his yellow pullover. This one yellow and black with a UFO on it that I said 'I Believe' on it.

He handed Dipper his hoodie.

"Here, I don't get cold easily." Bill said.

Dipper knew by now that there was no arguing with Bill.

He thanked Dipper before slipping the hoodie on.

Once they got to the car Dipper and Bill got in the back. Kill jumped into the driver seat, slipping on a pair of sunglasses despite it being fairly cloudy, near almost rainy.

Bill pulled out his phone and began to show Dipper memes as they drove to the Diner.

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"We're here." Kill said.

"Finally, I need some food." Dipper said.

"Oh, were not at the Diner." Kill said. When Dipper got out of the car he felt dread fill his stomach because he stood before the Mystery Shack.