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The next few days in college I spent avoiding the boys. There were many times when Taehyung and Jimin made an attempt to talk to me but I always made an excuse to get my way out.
Jungkook words were still haunting my brain and I didn't wanted to give him any other reason to get me down.
I did my most to avoid them at every instance. I entered late during shared classes and left early. Even in the hallway when ever they were near me I changed my route.
The confusion was evident on their faces as of why I was reacting this way, Taehyung even asked me if anything was wrong but I politely denied.
I didn't have any problem with Jimin and Taehyung but I was more specifically avoiding Jungkook. As three of them were always together directly or indirectly I avoided all of them.
Taehyung even asked Saisha if there was something and once Saisha was in the scene it became a lot worse. She constantly kept bugging me eyeing my every move.
I told Saisha there wasn't anything to worry and to inform Taehyung same as I was just busy related to my school work.
Well this was particularly true as most of my lunch breaks I spent in the library catching up my work and outside school looking for a new job.
"What's in your hand?" Jimin asked seeing the book which had numerous paper sticking out from it, standing with his boy group. "Some job applications" I answered quick and left.
Sure Saisha has told them about this but I don't want to been seen helpless in front of them so I didn't disclose much to them.
But in all this there was something which seemed a bit unusual to me. The more I was avoiding the boys especially the boy, it seemed like he was avoiding me.
I'm not any expert in body languages but the way Jungkook avoided eye contact not that I was wishing any or the way his feets shuffled in front of me in dilemma of where to go and that look on his face, It wasn't anything disgust but it looked more like a guilty one to me or the way he patted his hair down taming it while looking at the ceiling. It just showed how much my presence affected him.
And somewhere I felt ridiculed and sad about it and tried to keep away.

Days later in the week, and I was on my way to library. This no money problem was leaving me sick and I needed help desperately.
On my way I heard voices coming from the principal's office but one particular voice made me stop in my tracks.
I peeked inside to find Jungkook sitting and talking. I think he sensed my presence because he turned to look towards the door behind which I was standing. I quickly backed away and turned my heels towards my destination.
There is no way I'm meeting eye to eye to that person. He might have said those words in rage but it affected me deep within.
