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Loneliness? There is no such human on this planet that doesn't suffer loneliness, what makes a loneliness unique is the problem itself. Some suffer it by having no one around them being the only one, but some even being a part of crowd can help but feel alone.
Being alone by yourself sometimes becomes so intense that one start to despise themselves. They hate the idea of being the only one they can reach out.
But what about being a part of a crowd and feeling empty. A crowd where every eye is on you but you still can't reach anyone but yourself? Wanting to escape this lone feeling by being alone. Like starving yourself till death instead of taking poison for the instant.
Jungkook and Y/N were no stranger to it.
As much as Jungkook wanted to escape from people's eye and go find himself and not live from others' opinion of him as the school stud, Y/N wanted to be in crowd or be a part of it because she knew it well if she tried to get away and stay alone she will end up alone like how she started. The depth of loneliness will consume her till she will not be able to reach anyone out.
Where he tried to get lost in the smoke of cigarette and haziness of liquor he only ended in bed with a girls. He always wanted to hold someone in his arms and shower soft kisses but the places he went to seek remedy preferred to be between his legs than in his embrace and hickeys over pecks, so he knew what was better and decided to let the river flow.
And if Y/N took a look at the book of her life she prefer it to be untold, the secrets of her past are enough to destroy her in one page of the book, so she prefer it to be deep hidden within her soul and mind and in everyone who knew her from the start. Y/N a girl who came from an orphanage was the first chapter of her story that she told everyone written in fresh words but there are chapters before it which are smeared in black ink, pages torn and tried to be burned to erase it for ever but its not a story written on pages ,it is life, it can never be gone nor forgotten, it can only be hidden and hoped to never be discovered. And Y/N had tried her best to hide it behind the shining sapphire dangling around her neck.
It took Y/N years to get out of the horrible life she was living in, and a year more to move on from the memories of her past. On every occasion required she reminded herself it was ok to move away but a tiny part of herself knew she can't, but she have to. She had her whole life ahead, she was standing at a breaking age of nineteen a whole new life waiting for her.
Y/N knew there was only one thing that can stop her, her own self. But she was here to prove everyone wrong, prove herself wrong.
Minho knew her well, he knew well that she will do anything to prove anyone wrong even it was her own self, her this attitude amazed him but scared him at the same time, because he knows better that sky isn't the limit for her.
She wanted to love, to be loved, but when she was asked to do it the same thing left her dazed. She can do one thing seek and find love, or wait for it, let the river flow.
