Chapter One: I'm OK

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(Y/N P.O.V)

I've been hiding this feelings for too long. Maybe it's time to tell someone how I feel...

I know it sounds selfish, and I shouldn't be like this, but I really need to get this out of my chest. There's just too much in my head.

...

No.

I shouldn't be like this.

He has his own problems... Imagine if I only make his mental state worse. He has a lot of things to do to even care for me. I have to understand that.

He's an idol after all.

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- HEY Y/N!!!

- FUC- HYUCK!! WTF! DON'T SCARE ME! - I screamed and got out of my precious blanket.

He laughed.

- For god's sake... - I murmured. - What are you doing here now? - I asked. - It's like 3 a.m.

- I just finished practicing. - he said while walking to the kitchen.

- Hum... - I nodded. - And because you're bored you decide to come to my place to scare me?

- Exacty. - he said coming back with chips.

I exhaled deeply.

- Well... How is it? The boys? Are they eating good? - I asked changing the topic.

- Yeah, their at the dorm now. They're no fun. - he said pouting.

- No, the sentence is "they're responsable", unlike someone. - I said smirking.

- Ugh, fine! I'll go! - Hyuck said. - Is it really that bad wanting to see my bestie?

- Hyuck, you know I love you. - I said.

He smiled at me hoping for me letting him stay for a while.

- But- - his smiled disapeared. - Tomorrow I start university and we both wake up early.

He rolled his eyes at me.

- Everyone is no fun! Fine, I'm GoINg tO SleEp!

I laughed.

- Take care. Ok? And you better take care of Jisung too!

- Ah, he's not your baby, you know-

- As if he was! Now, go!!

- Wait, I forget something! - he said from the door.

- What is it? - I asked.

I heard him running.

The next thing I felt were two pair of arms tightening me to the point where I couldn't breathe.

- Ah, Hyuck, I-I can't b-breathe... - I barely said.

- Ups, sorry... I love you. - he smiled.

"If he knew..." I thought.

- Love you too. Take care. - I said with a sincere smile.

***

Something is off with me this days. It's like I'm having depression.

I think there's so much going on that my head can't assimilate anything else. And I want to cry at every second.

No, I'm not on my period.

I don't think I can hold it back anymore... But I have to.

I can't tell anybody. It's my responsability.

 It's my responsability

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Hey, guyyysss!!! So... How was it?? I'm sorry if this is like a really short chapter, I wanted to do it in like a short of introduction to the story.

Don't worry, Chapter 2 is coming soon.

But, anyways, I hope you are liking the story so far (?).

And yeah, thanks for reading~❤

See ya🌟❤

(Btw I will try to end up the chapters with a gif that will represent each chapter, if that makes sense, but yeah... Annyeong~)

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