(Y/N P.O.V)
I've been hiding this feelings for too long. Maybe it's time to tell someone how I feel...
I know it sounds selfish, and I shouldn't be like this, but I really need to get this out of my chest. There's just too much in my head.
...
No.
I shouldn't be like this.
He has his own problems... Imagine if I only make his mental state worse. He has a lot of things to do to even care for me. I have to understand that.
He's an idol after all.
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- HEY Y/N!!!
- FUC- HYUCK!! WTF! DON'T SCARE ME! - I screamed and got out of my precious blanket.
He laughed.
- For god's sake... - I murmured. - What are you doing here now? - I asked. - It's like 3 a.m.
- I just finished practicing. - he said while walking to the kitchen.
- Hum... - I nodded. - And because you're bored you decide to come to my place to scare me?
- Exacty. - he said coming back with chips.
I exhaled deeply.
- Well... How is it? The boys? Are they eating good? - I asked changing the topic.
- Yeah, their at the dorm now. They're no fun. - he said pouting.
- No, the sentence is "they're responsable", unlike someone. - I said smirking.
- Ugh, fine! I'll go! - Hyuck said. - Is it really that bad wanting to see my bestie?
- Hyuck, you know I love you. - I said.
He smiled at me hoping for me letting him stay for a while.
- But- - his smiled disapeared. - Tomorrow I start university and we both wake up early.
He rolled his eyes at me.
- Everyone is no fun! Fine, I'm GoINg tO SleEp!
I laughed.
- Take care. Ok? And you better take care of Jisung too!
- Ah, he's not your baby, you know-
- As if he was! Now, go!!
- Wait, I forget something! - he said from the door.
- What is it? - I asked.
I heard him running.
The next thing I felt were two pair of arms tightening me to the point where I couldn't breathe.
- Ah, Hyuck, I-I can't b-breathe... - I barely said.
- Ups, sorry... I love you. - he smiled.
"If he knew..." I thought.
- Love you too. Take care. - I said with a sincere smile.
***
Something is off with me this days. It's like I'm having depression.
I think there's so much going on that my head can't assimilate anything else. And I want to cry at every second.
No, I'm not on my period.
I don't think I can hold it back anymore... But I have to.
I can't tell anybody. It's my responsability.
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