You and Donghyuck have been best friends since high school. Eventhough Hyuck chose to be an idol, you two still keep in touch. But sometimes is hard for both of you, and to you it's even harder as you have to hold back your feelings... How are you g...
And then he sat next to me. The one and only, Haechan.
- You're not okay. - he said after a long silence.
I shrugged.
- I know... So, what?
- You've been like this for months know. Since the beggining of summer.
- Everyone expected this to be one of the best summers... Turns out it was the complete contrary.
- Can I ask why?
I inhaled. I wanted to cry so bad.
- It's all a fucking mix of everything... There's so much... That I even forget sometimes how many things there are.
He took my hand and I looked at him.
- Try it. - he insisted. - You know you need it... Forget about everything, forget about my problems or anyone else, forget about people hearing you... Just... Let it all out. Besides, who will be at 4 a.m. at the beach?
I squeezed his hand lightly.
- My family... Things aren't good at home. The level of arguments is beyong of what I expected to be, and... I don't like it... I don't like seing my parents always fighting with each other or with me... I don't like screams... I hate it. I hate my home. And I know that I'm moving out but... I love my parents, I don't want them to separate... But at the same time I don't wanna be with them, I hate it... I just don't want more arguments... And I feel that if I'm gone then they're going to continue 'til it gets worse...- I started tearing up, feeling again the stress of not being able of doing anything. - I'm going to start university now and I'm so nervous... I'm really bad at making new friends and I really want to make a good group of "art friends", you know?. - I started crying and speaking faster.- Also... I won't be seing my besties, and one of them needs me right now, because her mother has died reacently and that reminds me that I have to show my love to my family, because you don't know what the destiny has prepared to you, but at the same time I can't do it, and-
I was running out of breath while crying at the same time.
- There, there... That's it. - Haechan pulled me into a hug.
A tight hug.
I cried like a baby.
Gosh I needed that...
- See how you needed to let it out? - he said with a small smile.
- But... You also have problems, Hyuck... You don't have to carry my own-
- I don't mind. - he said landind his forehead on mine closing his eyes.
As I saw him, well, admired him, I started tearing up again.
- I don't deserve you... Where have you been all my life? - I sincerly asked.
He chuckled.
- I've always been in your heart. - he answered.
He intertwined his fingers with mine. He gave me a sweet kiss in my forehead.
- I'm always here. For whatever you need, just as the way you used to be with me... Look at me.
I looked up at him.
He caressed my cheek.
- Everything will be OK.
That's what I've being longing to hear... Only that...
Only a little of hope.. Only a "Everything will be OK".
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He's such a baby ヽ(*≧ω≦)ﾉ ~~~ Also Winwin's face XD XD XD XD.
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