Nope! Won't let it happen. I will not feel these stupid annoying ass "butterflies".
"Ummm..Kathleen, are you ok? Hehe" Skylar giggled. "What?" "Hahhaha" seriously Kathleen?! Now everyone is laughing at you! Pull yourself together god damn it.
"Don't worry I don't think Luke is any better" Ashton points out and Luke looks to the floor blushing. Awwh he's so cute when he blushes! Wait what?! No since when did I become soft???
"Well when we're done standing here like idiots can we go to the living room? ...Oh that came out rude I'm so sorry!" What's with Skylar and apologizing? Hah so innocent.
"Don't apologize love, it's fine and of course follow me!" Calum said and Skylar instantly started blushing once he said "love".
"Ohhh Skylar you're blushing" winking at her. Her face immediately went completely red you should've seen it! Priceless.
Sadly it ended up with me getting hit again as soon as we reached the couch. "STOP WITH THE HITTING PLEASE!" I yelled and guess what they did?! They laughed! "Stop laughing!" That just made them laugh more. "Assholes..." I mumbled "what did you say Kathleen I don't think Skylar heard you clearly" Michael pointed out.
"I slap you if you say anything Michael!!" "AHH! Sorry I'm sorry!" As he went and scampered into Ashton's lap, like he could stop me from hitting him psshhh....
"Kathleen stop being rude!" "Yeah Kathleen stop being rude!" Calum agreed "I'll slap you too if I have to Calum, don't push me." He just laughs. Why do they keep laughing at my sarcasm like that? Usually people get the memo and walk away. But they just laugh. What's going on here? Do they actually like me? No one likes me besides Skylar and my mother!
I noticed Luke was being extremely silent. Is he always this quiet or what? I got up everyone stared at me as I got up but soon realized what I was doing when I sat next to him.
"So Luke what's up?" "Sitting next to a punk wannabe who thinks she's better than everyone else" he says as he gets up and leaves me wide eyed.
My heart sinks. Ouch. No you don't care Kathleen. We both know you're lying to yourself. My conscience tells me. Stop it. Stop it I couldn't careless what just happened. But what the hell did just happen?
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I know I haven't updated in a whole and I'm so sorry but school has been stressful. I'll try to update more often but with school I don't know how often, often will actually be hahha. Thank you for being patient though loves!
Love all of you!
Audrey ;)
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FanfictionWhen Kathleen Anderson is having issues in her personal life, like having just gotten over a serious illness, it gets hard to focus on the career she desperately wants. Ever sense she was a little girl she's always wanted to be a singer but one thin...
