Change to disclaimer: I censored their name because they were getting death threats. THIS BOOK IS COMPLETE
In my younger years, I accepted toxic manipulation and emotional abuse as normal and a sign of love. I've dealt with lying and manipulation al...
I apologize ya'll; I've been gone so long because my focus is primarily on my academics, and on my job. I've been meaning to come back to this book and I have the intention of finishing it because my story and my purpose means so much to me and has actually struck some chords with some new friends of mine on twitter.
I'm more inclined to finish it because now I know I have a purpose in writing it and I've accomplished my goal that I made writing it in the first place; to empower abuse victims and support them for enduring their hell and maybe even inspiring them to leave. So this book won't be another scrapped original like the rest of my works. I assure you, I plan on seeing it until the end; I just need time to regain my footing to juggle everything and to start writing.
But there is also another reason I've come to you all as I desperately type on my IPhone Notes App and screenshot evidence as fast as possible. If you didn't know the whole reason I wrote the book was to not only inspire people with my story but it was also to warn my Mutuals and everyone else who knew my Ex. When they left Wattpad I thought "Oh, maybe they learned their lesson? Maybe they'll come out and stop lying-" but they never did, they left with a vague goodbye and never came out to their friends and audience.
This always rubbed me the wrong way because they left still deceiving their friends, our mutuals, their fans, etc. When I found her out they didn't even try to deny it all they didn't try to excuse their behavior. They had no rock to hide under so they had no choice to be out in the open to me; but besides that fact they still hid stuff from me and manipulated our Friendship. they really did went down fighting to keep secrets from me and I felt like them leaving everything unresolved was intentional.
That discomfort from the lack of closure has made me grown paranoid that they'll come back and show the world they didn't learn everything and continue lying about who they were.- and that day has finally come.
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